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[winds--of--change]

No.433

Man Minh scared the hell out of me about the Interview tomorrow now lol True that I am quiet, low voice and introvert, not a thing for Service Industry, especially working in a restaurant, and in a JAPANESE restaurant where it is crazy and tough. Honestly I am pushing myself out of my character. It is really something I have been postponing doing it because of the FEAR. Because I never dare to work in restaurant, as a waitress, in service industry, because I am slow, timid, sensitive to criticism and easy to withdraw myself. BECAUSE, simply, I AM SPOILT. Always like a ‘Princess’ I guess lol now it’s time to go back to the peasant’s life haha.... Just kidding, it’s time to put myself in difficulty and challenge myself to something seeming so ‘impossible’ because I know the very fact that I am scared and that I see it challenging would make me push myself to the maximum to overcome it best. The more you find it difficult, the more you focus on it because you are so worried you’re gonna screw things up hard that you end up being cautious and doing it best! 

Or more like it’s very human nature that in most dangerous or shittiest situations they will find out the best of them lol I BELIEVE. 

YESSSS !!! I UTTERLY BELIEVE SO. 

Because I want to find out more, my own potentials and push myself to success, I will do what I can, going out of my character my comfy zone as hard as I need be.

Maybe it is a mistake lol and I fail in the end. But at least I would know, I FINALLY DID IT. Rather than always running away with excuses, ‘hey I got a Master degree, I can’t just do working class job like that’. Nah even if I have a Master degree I am nothing unless I push myself to discover the greatest of me.

SO.

TOMORROW. I want to try my best. SMILE BRIGHTLY. SPEAK CLEARLY AND BE LOUD. To show my Confidence, that I could do it. That I could make a very good impression on everyone working there in Yoshinoya. That I could take this job and do it really well. I will change my whole self even if I have to. Maybe I will actually discover my other self with this! 

I am scared yes I am.

That’s exactly why I want to go for it and overcome it best.

I am scared but,

I AM TRULY TRULY EXCITED.

This is gonna be a new thing. New adventure coming! I know this would be something! Something worthwhile, and something that pushes me to finally find my Destiny!

Song of the Month :) 

TRY EVERYTHING!