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I lay here in bed with my monsters. Tossing and turning we fuck up the sheets. Hair tangled and legs restless. You absolutely consume me. The clock continues to tick and I can’t seem to make it stop. Just make it stop.
I close my eyes and suddenly I’m transported into another world. You’re there and I’m here and we can’t seem to make it work but I just want it to work. Why doesn’t it work? I run to you and suddenly you’re gone but it’s not suddenly at all. I’ve just been running for so long that you got tired of watching me go. I look to my left and there it is again. It never stops. It just keeps ticking and ticking. I hear you call to me and then I’m out of my head.
Hello my old friend, the monster in my bed.
True love never falters
True love never diminishes
True love never extinguishes
True love is the only constant
True love is louder than any other voice in your head....if you really truly listen
True love will always prevail
True love will move mountains
True love conquers all
Nothing can withstand an act of true love
True love might get buried for a sec, but true love always grows pushes through
The most beautiful thing in all the universes
I once longed for true love
Until I finally saw true love
And now I long for the feeling of true love & happiness to fill my life forever
to never extinguish
to never falter
to never diminish
Because this thing called true love, is a feeling to never ever live without
Is a feeling I cannot live without
It’s a scary thing really, to have such a realization
To understand true love is a gift & a curse
Nothing quite looks or feels the same
Nothing shields your eyes
it makes sense why it doesn’t make sense to all
Because until you know this feeling, it will never
Ever
Make sense
And for some reason, it has always made sense
Omgosh
If you take the first consonant and first vowel of each word of Garlic Bread it spells my name
#444 #444am
I just want to be happy again.
As of two minutes ago, I am officially 32. Goodnight.
Going on 32 years old, I'm about to apply to be an instructor in a program to which I was accepted and subsequently declined to go--fear is a mindkiller-- when I was 8 years old. If this isn't indicative of the cyclical nature of the universe, then I don't know what to tell you.