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[smile-zi]

Pain

Pain has been my companion, my best friend. If anyone would ask me of anything that I know, Pain is on top of my list. Pain is something that I pretty much know and understand much more than any other feeling.

Pain had been my best friend for the longest time now.

Pain doesn’t only hurt. Nope. Pain and hurt are two different things. Hurt is that feeling you get when a part of you is not okay. Pain is much more than that.

Pain is hurt, terror, torture, sadness, fear and loneliness wrapped up in a pretty box with ribbon on top.

Pain is when every part of you hurts and every part of you is not okay.

[smile-zi]

That One Day Would Come

I wish to wake up one day with no regrets. With no looking back and having the feeling of "What If's" With no wishing that things didn't happen the way they did One day I'd wake without this pain Without this loneliness Without this fear Then I would stop lying to myself That I am going to be just fine That I am alright That I am okay It's pretty hard waiting for that day to come I wish it would come sooner...I hope Each day of waiting gets harder and harder But I know it will be worth it...this waiting will be worth it I am looking forward to that day Just please... Pretty please... When that day comes, don't be there