Pov:
You lie in your bed
it's 4 a.m.
Head in the clouds
thoughts of him
His face is in your dreams
every night and day
He’s in your head
in the sun and in the rain
You close your eyes
feel his touch
You whisper his name
without saying much
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seen from Canada

seen from United Kingdom
seen from South Africa

seen from Canada
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seen from Chile
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seen from Italy

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Pov:
You lie in your bed
it's 4 a.m.
Head in the clouds
thoughts of him
His face is in your dreams
every night and day
He’s in your head
in the sun and in the rain
You close your eyes
feel his touch
You whisper his name
without saying much
Lost in the past
& I ever wonder, do you ever think of me when you look at her/him?
Does your heart beat as strong as it did when we were together?
Are your birthdays everything you wanted and more?
"What is left behind for us, _?"
there are things that i regret,
like things that i didnt do or say.
some things never really leave my head,
like when i used to take your breath away.
-saph the duck
Sometimes anxiety is locking yourself in the kitchen at work, just to feel contained.
Brother Bicycles on Thatcher, March 2019
He turns his head to the side
Lights the cigarette and a devilish smile
Plays across his face, across the moonlight, and that night we both surrendered a bit of ourselves to that clever moonlight, placing tabs under our tongues like eucharist
Going down paths, happening accidentally on dreams vaguely remembered.
Steam from piss
Rises and we laugh at all of it
Tripping off the sky, soliciting guidance from
No g (odd)
spiralling into our fragmented psychologies...
Winding up at a gas station parking lot
I recalled my little brother's anecdote concerning an ambulance driver who went insane from the substance, homicidal rampage ensued, sweeping across his whole nuclear family. Snapped out of the drug's clutches, he was terrified and turned himself into the police station.
I googled the occurance, skeptical, and sure enough, it didn't exist. Believing such a story? Either an attempt to frighten me, or frighten himself, trying to achieve both, and only achieving one.
A British accent rackets about in my mind for a little bit, and I can't quite understand all the commotion.
Slipping my face from the ground, I can't quite ascertain my surroundings,
Winding through shock and horror
Picking up precisely where I left off
And I no longer have some
Stupid fucking need to write what only makes sense to a select few
I just want to grab you--yes, you!
And show you the sheer hilarity and terror
Of every moment
Just as it is
Fear of the self
Rolling down like egg white on
A windowsill.
i harbour violence against myself,
my skin a scarred scale of purples to reds,
though 'i intend to be independently blue
and i will get better' i'd say to my reflection
planning to place the past on a shelf
but first
i just need to cry a little longer.
~Wide awake during a lovely night Wandering minds on a snowy path Lazy gesture, slow talks Keeping us warm, during a cold walk Powerful thoughts, echoing sounds Lustful music, open wounds Curious, furious, enchanting minds Hearts and head, keep them bind Misty breath, sweaty fog Numerous calls, laid in log Unread words, untouched souls Waiting to be touched.....by them all.~ -Excerpts from @kishizaidi 's threads of poetry. ❤️ . . . . . #4amthoughts #lightpainting #canongraphy