#4ever?

[x-heesy]

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[perpetualjourney]

Falling for you.

I've never felt this way... Just a simple thought of you sends my head into a frenzy of lust. How is it that nearly everything you do is just absolutely marvellous? Don't ever change. Except for the part about how you are in denial of yourself... But that shit is what is going to keep taking time. I might have to just remind myself the 17 years that passed before I could come out. It was only another 9 months before I came out to my best friends. You bought me a cookie today. I can honestly say that not one person has ever bought me a cookie. White chocolate macadamia nut. Please I can't spend enough time with you... It's like I'm on a roller coaster, and its the best ride ever but I'm not even at the top of the incline before the first jump. I know you read my journal entry in that book those Parisians who let me smoke with them had that one night at their house. When I wrote in French. "La Chasse" I called it. Or, the hunt... I know you could at least understand. So excited for life I can't sleep. L'appel de vide n'est ni un appel ni vide. C'est bien rempli avec plein de possibilities pour vivre et surtout avec toi.

[mitigare]

Ei,quero ser o teu ar se te faltar. Aceita? Quero poder enxugar sua lagrima e dizer coisas que te confortem pra ela cessar. Só não quero ser motivo pra que nenhuma caia, nunca. Quero ser o abraço que precisa nos dias difíceis ;mesmo longe. Posso te ajudar a voar. Voar para aquele lugar que realiza os sonhos. É bem longe e alto. Mas não tem problema , eu seguro a sua mão. Combinado, então. Aprenderei a pilotar nuvens pra te levar. Perdão se te assustar. Mas é que algo teve de ser feito quando descobri que minha existência passou a ser a ter um novo motivo: você ; que faz parte dos meus momentos agora ,e em cada minuto do meu dia estás presente de alguma forma. Obrigada por me fazer feliz.

Joyce.