May 29, 2022
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Hard to describe. It’s a naive or an absent “good”. The shock allows me to feel ok but understand that something is terribly awful at the same time. I think I’ll be cruising that way for a while
I don’t miss my ex but i miss all the memories and experiences we had together 🥺👉🏽👈🏽
morning dew
That touch of cold air on a winter morning
The crisp bite of the wind on my skin
It fills my lungs, I see my breath release
Into a clear fog of millions of drops
Numb fingertips, nails a grey-blue
The morning air caresses my neck
Fresh dew on the grass beneath my feet
Waiting for warmth to allow their release
An array of birds and clicking insects
Sing out into vastness above
Awaiting the touch of a mug on my lips
The hot tea that flows into my core
The first blast of the heater that kisses
My clenched body sitting in this car
A swipe of a hand against the foggy glass
The soft hum of the engine warming up
Blood rises to my lips and my cheeks
You are both cool and a caress of warmth
You and I will never be the same
Day 135
Today was nice. I slept a lot. I like sleeping. More than I like people. Also, my cat is adorable. I go to wrap him up in a blankie today. It was cute.
Session: Maybe 20 minutes
Music: Waker
Progress: I PLANNED BUT NOT WAKER GENTLE MAN WHICH IS SO MUCH FUN. I didn’t do class work, but I don’t have school until Tuesday so yay.
Goals for Tomorrow: More planning of both stories. :D :D :D and classwork because that’s important.
I am sad and scared for America... I'm making a huge trip in a couple of days.... I can't sleep... I think I should eat again soon, but I don't know what I should... life is mediocre... not bad right this second... not amazing.... I'm lonely, even tho I haven't even left my mom and dad's house yet... maybe it's just because I'm hungry... and it's 5:30 am... everyone's sleeping.... and it's so quiet... Thanks for listening... just typing made me feel less alone.
Finally checking out that film 13th on Netflix, and it’s so intriguing. Like I’m so appalled rn