#5-12-14

[perfectgirlsneverlie]

[amorealvento]

15-12-14

Ho notato un ragazzo, sta in V A, la classe a fianco alla mia. L'ho notato perché una mia compagna durante l'intervallo me l'ha indicato dicendo : " Ma guarda quello, sono cinque minuti che ti fissa. È carino, dovresti provarci. " Le do uno spintone ridendo e lo vedo. Un metro e settanta tutti, occhi e capelli castani, un sorriso che fa invidia al mondo. Notando che lo sto guardando si mette a ridere. Non l'avevo mica capito, io, pensavo di essere sporca in faccia. Lui ride ancora di più. È carino, si.

[intheelevator]

Hope?

Why is this world so messed up? People hurt one another. People hide the hurt. People turn to drugs because it takes the pain away...for awhile... People turn to alcohol for the same reason. Am I one of those people who's gonna judge people for that? How can I? It hurts..I hurt for you..my hurt is great yet I hurt more for you.. Some of the nicest people, are the hurt ones...in the same some of the people who are the meanest, are just hurting. Where is the hope? Where is the healing? Where is a trustworthy friend? Is there even such a thing? I do not want to judge. I only want to be beside you, to help you with the pain. If you want to talk, I'll listen. If you don't, I'll stay by you...I won't leave you... Jesus never left me. Don't leave me. Don't give up. I will cry. I hurt for you...don't hurt yourself more and therefore hurt me more... As I care for you, will you care for me?

[all-things-bexx]

I love that my anti-depressants are actual people. I honestly don't know where I'd be without them. lizardqueen92 kawaiinekochan-owo savyskorner including my ghost Bob!

[theideaofsomeone]

Mr. "Cool"

Theres this freshmen. And I don’t know there’s just something about him that I just cant shake. I just really want to be friends with him. And like im working on it really hard. But not too hard. Hes like never on facebook and I see him in the hall every once in a while. And I say hi and smile at him. I almost got his snapchat. But he just broke his phone. But hopefully he will be getting a new one soon. So that could be going somewhere. Ill keep you posted. 

[theideaofsomeone]

Hottie McYoungerson

So there’s this kid. Who is a few grades below me. Next year I will be a senior and he will be a freshmen. But damn. He is so fine. It should be illegal to be that fine and only in eight grade. He is super tall and wears blazers to school. And has a beautiful face. I totally would be down to date him next year. Is that like a bad thing? It would probably be frowned upon. But do I really care. I mean I doubt he would even go for me. But word on the street is that hes super awkward. So I could use that to my advantage. 

[theideaofsomeone]

Baseball Babe

Today. I saw Baseball Babe in the hallway and he had gotten a major haircut. Im talking major. Like he cut more than 70% of his hair off. I just wanted to walk up to him and tell him I liked his haircut. And I didn’t. because he would’ve thought I was bonkers. i really just wanted to tell him it looked good. And ugh. Who knows what he would’ve thought. I shouldn’t care. I should have just done it. 

[theideaofsomeone]

Baseball Babe

The other day during gym class these kids were playing basketball and were getting really into it. Then one of them made a basket(lets call him Baseball Babe, why not?) and, in the way high school boys tend to do, got really over excited so he like lifted up his shirt for some reason? Well this kids abs were a something to see. If I hadn’t seen this happen I would not have believed he was that fit under his over sized tshirts. I’ve never actually talked to him before but he’s always caught my eye. I mean hes not particularly attractive, but hes still a good looking kid.  I’ve got like this weird thing for baseball players. It’s kind of strange. This same kid was also wearing a FRIENDS shirt the other day and i was dying because I love FRIENDS. I have never talked to this kid in my live and I had the strongest urge to go up to him and talk to him. I wish it was more acceptable to just walk up to people you want to get to know and start talking to them. But most of the time that is considered weird and strange.