#5-14-16

[soulkingsk]

Who Are Tha ALKAHOLIKS?

[its123am]

5-14-16 (Saturday)

[reflected-respite]

its like i get to this point of "okay ive had enough" but as soon as i stop being okay with her "jokes" she gets mad at ME like i cant take a joke even though ive BEEN taking them. what can i tell her to make her understand that im just tired. and i dont want to live. and i dont want to try. how do i tell her that and make her understand that, no, it isnt just me being a bitch, it really isnt that simple.

[all-things-bexx]

I've learned so much about myself lately..

- Like the fact I’ve never actually trusted anyone before. I never really knew the meaning of it. I thought I did, but in reality I was just really cautious.- I’m not as gullible as I use to be. I wont believe what you do or say to me until you can prove it to be true.- I don’t like having one set of friends. I have best friends everywhere and I have a different kinds of relationships with them. I’ve also come to terms to the fact that not all of my friends like each other and can be around each other. Which also leads to the fact, I’m finally able to keep my relationships private and separate. Which keeps everyone sane. - I’ve become less dependent on people. If I can’t do it myself, I won’t do it at all.- I’ve become more opinionated.- I’ve become better at expressing how I feel. Or telling someone how I feel.- I can finally tell people “No” or “I don’t want to” which was a huge struggle before. ———————————————– I think I’m gonna update this list the more I learn about myself. Feel like its a good exercise for me. And shows how much I accomplish. 5.14.16

[shutupkidsaregreat]

22 weeks, which means there's 18 weeks left (possibly less) which is absolutely insane. Got my first belly touch today by my best friends MIL at her baby shower. Still haven't really made any big purchases. Everyone's bought a few outfits but that's about it. I did get a bunch of maternity clothes though, which couldn't have been better timing because none of my jeans fit anymore. Baby kicks a bunch but only ever when I'm sitting/laying down, I don't think I've felt him once while I was standing/walking. I dunno, I'm extremely grateful everything has been so easy. Physically I have no complaints and mentally I've handled things better than I could have ever hoped. Things are kind of just scooting along really calmly. Lovin it 😊😊

[empireprep]

I feel so weird

[365-thoughts-daily-blog]

It was bittersweet today thinking you should be here... But knowing you are just were you want to be.

135 of 366 // You're happy now.

[substantial-emotion]

My heart stopped and went wild seeing you today