#5-19-17

[doodle-roon]

In which Alya is Ladybug and yet Chat still likes the girl in pigtails. Alya is thrilled. 

[clockworkcreatures]

TJ came over and sang his turtle song to me and it was the cutest thing. I literally cried. I'm so in love with him. We also watched a little bit of Scandal. He's the best.

[themostwonderfulestthing]

my soul will burst in a huge tear

I feel very sad because all I want is you to be open with me, but somehow I feel you won’t ever let me caress your wings.

my heart always feels so lonely, why cant I just drown someone in my heart. My emotions are raw and true and powerful.

I’ve been hugged by Angels I’ve been hugged by my own soul

I am scared to be loved purely, because that’s all my heart will settle for and ask for in another soul. I am like a warm nectar and my heart will turn lonely and cold and wait in a cave forever for an angel to kiss my palm. I know my love is worthy of so much, it overfills out of me and into art and ambient music that heals. I haven’t been creating as much because I feel this instant sadness that I’ll never receive the love I want to embrace me. The sun gives me beautiful eyelid kisses. The moon bathes me in her light. The closest things to my heart that feel like true love.

How much you feel deep within, and feeling so small that you can fit inside of a flower and be comforted by pollen for all the tears you’ve sacrificed. Laying and petting her petals to heal.

light: a shyness of purity a calm and gentle mind and soul a need to be caressed in the sky a desire to become a presence that Angels envelope a heart to heal all of earth and humanity’s wounds. a tendency to view the heart of the world through the highest aura of every soul.

dark: a search to grasp all the layers surrounding suppressed and deep wounds

I take in the night air, oh so cold,

I wish I knew what to do with the gold I hold inside

Where the Angels embrace the fullest part of me

sometimes I can feel like the dust that passes on the surface of the moon.

A veil covers my face, made up of clouds, you’ll never know those tears are mine.

my heart has been moaning this sorrowful tune of stains shaped like craters of the moon and my love locked in amber and my presence dissolving as mist. never to know. I sigh so deeply that the Angels inside me gather and want to kiss me all over. I only want to be loved in divine light. I only want to be embraced by invisible hands. I feel this is the only way I’ll be preserved.

weeping in a deep tenderness that holds your hand in mine.

[its123am]

5-19-17 (Friday)

[indigo-luminosity]

sketches

[substantial-emotion]

A broken bone can usually be repaired with surgery. A broken heart can usually heal over time. Shit that's in your head? Not so easy to fix.

[latextwin]

rage is the purest of emotions; it cannot be faked or tamed

[substantial-emotion]

Focus Mary, focus