#5.8.18

[madridistaforever]

Real Madrid arrive in New York | August 5, 2018 - the team will stay at the Park Hyatt hotel

[notsofine]

Finding things hard.

It seems that every 2 days I find it hard and I am tired of feeling tearful, unsettled, overwhelmed.

Half the time I can’t figure out what the triggers are anymore. I feel like my baseline has dropped, my ability to tolerate distress has dropped, I react too quickly, I feel too intensely.

I’m tired.

I think I am doing the things I need to do but it doesn’t seem to be working and I don’t know what else I can do to make myself feel better and make this ache inside me go away. It hurts.

[nightmaresonelmstreet]

YALL SLEPT ON SO IT GOES NOW LOOK ITS BEEN WONDERLANDED

[nightmaresonelmstreet]

If she finishes with tiwwychnt i will literally set myself on fire

[nightmaresonelmstreet]

This setlist is fucking willlllld

[nightmaresonelmstreet]

If she doesnt play So It Goes and Dress back to back im gonna cry aldhakdhkah

[nightmaresonelmstreet]

📢📢 WHERE IS SO IT GOES

[nightmaresonelmstreet]

YOU! SHOULDVE! SAID! NO! SHOULDVE! GONE! HOME! SHOULDVE! THOUGHT! TWICE! BEFORE! YOU! LET! IT! ALL! GO!