#50kg

[el-tulipan-negro]

Por fin puedo ver los huesos de mi cadera, los extrañaba...

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[dairycheesecake]

FINALLY ESCAPED 50s JAIL!!

[dreams-from-reality]

tw vent

idk what's wrong with me. Part of me has this wolf inside which wants to scoff everything ins site (doesn't help that I have a sweet tooth) and while ,yes ,granted im on my period at the same fuckjng time it's been fucking three years . Why can i just stick to my plans . Why can i be disciplined enough to starve myself and go exercise /do cardio at the gym regularly. I fucking hate my life and partly the people in it. If I had been in uni rn and living by myself my parents would be around and I could starve myself easily . I just want to get better but at the same time get worse . Like sometimes I'm daydreaming and fantasising about going into a physiatric ward but "oh no I don't act or look mentally ill enough " for that shit ,which is why have to get worse (besides the fact I desvere it ) .. amd it also doesn't help that my new school friends are like she doesn't/barely eats when I literally feat right fucking infront of them ! (Tho this does give me motivation to try decrease my meal portions and ultimately stopped eating altogether again ) but it's so fucking difficult with life going on...I just wish i could get my dream body so that I can finally be beautiful and of worth something.... :(

[clumsylittleblackpanda]

Mi primer ayuno formal, la última vez que ayuné fue porque tenía mucho miedo porque acababa de sufrir bullying hace unos días.

[recovery-nuovame]

Ricordo quando giravo su Tumblr le prime volte... Volevo essere come le ragazze magrissime, e poi ci sono riuscita.

Sono passata dal pesare 70 kg ad essere 50 kg. E dopo qualche anno, nel periodo del lockdown, mi sono ammalata di anoressia e sono arrivata a 41 kg...

Ora riguardo queste foto di ragazze magre... E sono come loro. Mi sento bene?! Mi vedo bella?! No, il solito schifo e la sensazione di non essere mai abbastanza.

Devo combattere la malattia, perdere peso non mi farà stare bene... Ma è davvero davvero dura guardare in faccia la realtà. Ogni chilo preso è una sofferenza...

[el-tulipan-negro]

Encerio lo mejor que me ha pasado fue haberme enfermado del estómago, todo lo que comí ayer lo vomité x náuseas así que literalmente tenía el estómago vacío, hace una semana pesaba 64.80 hoy me pese y decía 59.15 por fin entre a los 50 estoy muy feliz, desearía nunca recuperarme y vomitar todo siempre, alguien sabe por qué se enferma uno del estómago? Así podría enfermarme siempre

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[gravespink]

Im back i guess and we all know what it means to be back on Tumblr so yeah get ready for one hell of a ride to see me trying to achive my gw

[c-n-o-fitness]

Start of week 3 lockdown, keep you head uo and keep smiling people. Part of todays workout (push) benchpress only 52.5kg due to being nakered after all the digging and painting today