#53.7

[paymetoloseweight]

Oh dear.... I've been invited to a pool party that's this weekend. ...I'm no where near ready for swimwear. ...Well, not at a point that I would be comfy. I do physically own some, but the point is it wouldn't look too smashing :/ ...I've got 3 days. One of those days is my mums birthday, so cake and big dinner is sort of a guarentee. I am however, free the rest of the days. So what I need to do is seriously slim down, while compensating for cake, in a ridiculously short amount of time. ....ah uh. Totally feasible.... damn it stomach! Flatten!

[hungaryburger]

Saturday: 26/11/11

Breakfast:

- Smoked salmon salad ( fat version lol )

- Green tea

- Mangoes, watermelon and honey dew

Lunch:

- Lollies...

Snacks:

- Lollies

- 3 cashews lol after finding out they're soo fat (I already knew but didn't know that much =[)

Dinner:

- Pumpkin, slice of lamb, 1 piece of bread, salad, square of lasagne (omg it was @ a birthday party ok) 

- Watermelon, an apple and honey dew

- Green tea

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I HAVE NOT BEEN LOSING WEIGHT. It's been the fucking same shit all the time..

 This clearly means I have lost motivation and shit.. ugh. I  noeed motivation all over again to lose another 7 kg fuck my life cuz it's so hard and I'm so angry nothing's working for me... 

[hungaryburger]

Thusrday: 17/11/11

Breakfast:

- Banana

- Coated peanut 

- Green tea

Recess:

- Green apple

Lunch:

- Salmon salad

- Golden Gaytime

Pre-work:

- Subway salad with chicken fillet

Dinner:

- Fruit

- Sultanas

- Multiple sips of banana smoothie @ Maccas 

[hungaryburger]

Friday: 11/11/11

I thought I recorded it but I didn't :S..

I can't really remember what I ate.

But I do remember I binged on fruits and had a plain salad for dinner.

[hungaryburger]

Thursday 10/11/11

Breakfast:

- Watermelon and mini banana

- Green tea

Recess:

- Apple

- Remainings of SAKATA

Lunch:

- Tuna salad 

Pre-work:

- Binged on..mini oreos, sesame thingo, some asian biscuits, tuna w/ crackers, soy lite milk

Dinner:

- Binged on..watermelon, honeydew melon, rock melon, coated peanuts

- Chicken pizza

- Several bites of penne alfredo 

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No. Seriously. I need to stop binging. Purging is killing me. 

[hungaryburger]

Wednesday: 9/11/11

Breakfast:

- Green tea

- Watermelon

- Coated peanuts 

Recess:

- Celery with dipping

Lunch:

- Apple

- Sweet chilli tuna with crackers

Snacks:

- Watermelon

- Sakata BBQ favloured

- Mini oreos

Dinner:

- 1 chicken drumstick

- A bit of buon (white noodles)

- Small mixture of muscles, broccoli, cauliflower, salmon and fish

- Tuna salad 

- Lite soy milk 

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wow I'm eating more and more by the day... :S