Thank you, y’all 🧡 thank you to everyone who wished me luck or sent good vibes 🧡
Still doesn’t feel real yet? I start next week and I’m still like… when is Loki gonna pull the rug out from under my feet or smth?
And apparently my parents met some lady yesterday whose niece was supposedly going out for the same job? And she flew in from Seattle for to interview (which I guess means they flew her out here for it?) and anyway, I feel pretty certain it was for one of the other jobs they have open (because there’s several) and not mine. Honestly, the thought that I could ever possibly be chosen over someone they bothered to fly in just… does not compute.
After two years of maximum depression/anxiety/imposter syndrome it’s going to take a long time for me to start believing I deserve success again
