#6-16-22

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Our therapist... Is it really ours? I fucking swear I’m the only one who pays the fuck attention!!! Anyway... She suggested We get reevaluated to get re-diagnosed. Because We have finally accepted what and who We are. But I don’t know if that could work against us. Our whole thing was to get more people seeking diagnosis so they couldn’t deny it’s existence anymore! But... I can’t be the only one in here that thinks that... may be not such a great idea. When We had the diagnosis, We were completely unaware. How will it affect us to know that is the reason We were being treated that way We were. Now We will KNOW why they think We’re insane. Why they look at us the way they do. I, Animal am not so sure I’m ready for that level of awareness yet.

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Okay... have I mentioned how much I fucking hate Tourette Syndrome? I fucking swear Teen must have been in denial about how bad it is. I don’t know how tf he handled this. Maybe he had to accept it to cope. But this is fucking rough! Have to worry about sudden sounds and flashing lights so We don’t fucking seize! It is so fucking painful! Frustrating to speak! Tourette’s trips up my speech, which sets off tourette’s... WTF kind of design is that? Anyway... Animal’s pain isn’t the point of this post... Have I resorted to speak in the 3rd person to lessen confusion? I guess. I had a Teen tic. What I mean is I saw something that was... let’s say... aesthetically pleasing... it hurt... HARD tic. Why? I think it was Teen that had a theory about that. Like We see someone attractive and our neurological condition is just warning them about genetics. Like, “Hey... You’re kids could end up just like this. You have been warned!”