#6am rant

[girlafraidinacoma]

someone help, i've been playing Your Best American Girl for two hours straight and i can't stop the mitski. too powerful

[vincentheodorus]

i feel like dropping out of college and book a flight to reykjavik or some shit and legit never come back

[-itsmamawolf]

Everybody is so anti-emotion and anti-love and I just get it but I don’t. I will always choose to love and trust again despite my past and what has happened. I understand that heart break is probably a feeling you wish didn’t exist. And yes heartbreak changes you. But it’s always for the better. And I’m not promoting heart break and to jumping into anything despite knowing it’ll hurt. But please trust love every time after. It’s hard. People’s intentions aren’t the same sometimes. Some people think breaking hearts is a game. But falling in love and being in love is incredible, whether they really loved you back or not. Whether it worked out or not. Because you see how much you can love a person. And you see how much you can give. It’s corny but you truly open your heart to love when you realize that you gave all that love to the wrong people but one day I promise you you will learn from your mistakes and their mistakes and you will love the right person so well. And oh will they love you back. I have yet to give all my love to the right person. And until then I will wait on God. But I know that I've learned how to become a better lover by being alone. The next person I love is going to be lucky, and I'm going to be even luckier.

[all-0n-black]

At the end of the day I realize its not him I miss. I just miss hugs,kisses,cuddles,going on fun dates..but I don't want any of it from someone who's broken me down so much. I didn't even enjoy those things the last few months of our relationship and that was the worst...having someone but not being in love or happy.. I just need to focus on myself for now,stop being sad and realize this was just a learning experience.

[blondexter]

I want to care. Honestly I do. But my well being is more important now. You could be the most attractive person in the world, but I don't think I could spare an ounce of feeling for you. Sorry, I'm damaged goods. But you're still unworthy of possessing me.

[ihaveneverdonedrugs]

My schoolmates used to call me by my full name. And I hated it. It was not even a teasing, because I never spoke up about it, protested or given them any reason to continue doing it. They just did it of their own accord.

To others (asian or no) it might seem as a gesture of respect or transference. I saw it as nothing more than disassociation and alienation. I am not even chummy enough for you to use my name. You don’t even call your rivals or enemies by their full name. What am I to you? Do you look down on me 'cause I'm younger? Do you think that i won't understand? I just wanted us together and to play as a band...

I didn’t like my name, and it didn’t help that they thought it was funny they couldn’t pronounce my surname right because of their shitty chinese accent. Still I never said anything and just stopped associating with them (for many other reasons - the name thing is just a small part of it).

I still don’t like it. But every single time I have to introduce myself and I think this time I’ll call myself something else, I just default to my own name because it’s stupid and I won’t recognize the name I’m going to make them call me. Not that I have a problem with it, but that other people can so easily fit into a name of their own choosing and it suits them... Yeah. Gets under my skin.

[heartbreakdreamer]

Why do I need a man to justify buying a gorgeous white lace dress to prance around in and wearing a beautiful expensive ring of my choice? 

Is it materialistic of me? Hell yes. 

But in reality we live in a culture that glorifies weddings, not even marriage, for the sake of making money. 

I’m 24 and single. Not planning on getting married anytime in the near future. Like, if it even happens in the next 5 years I’ll be surprised. 

So stop making me feel insignificant, worthless, and unlovable because of it. 

[aussie-shit-heads]

What the actual fuck? It's 05:54am in the uk and i'm waking up to hear about Michael getting burnt by one of the flame throwers.. Holy shit. How fucking dangerous is their job. They put themselves in danger every day to put on a good show for us.. When i hear people say they don't care or give a shit about the 'fam', like bitch! Of course they care otherwise they wouldn't be risking their fucking health! I hope Michael is okay and continues his positive spirit, he's one hell of a trooper.