I told them I'm not experiencing symptoms right now so they might not see anything. They said that even if everything looks fine to the naked eye, they will take biopsies anyway because that might still reveal a problem.
But they fucking didn't. I feel murderous right now. I spent how much fucking money and they didn't do the most important fucking thing that I actually showed up for, the only fucking thing that would rule out or confirm my practitioner's suspicion--the reason she ordered the colonoscopy in the first place.
I'm going to lose my fucking mind, I hope they all give fantastic explanations for this such as "You were told wrong; if everything looks normal then the biopsies will also be normal". If not then I hope they get hit by a fucking car and I want my thousands of dollars back.
This is just like last year when I found out the doctor who did my laparoscopy never actually took a biopsy--which she is absolutely 100% supposed to do--and therefore my endometriosis diagnosis does not actually exist.
What the fuck is up with doctors putting you through a procedure and half-assing it. Do you know the kind of toll that takes on a patient!!! And you don't even take it seriously???