#7.18.18

[alltheselights]

simon, glancing down at the doodles louis is making while he sits on the judging panel: oh cool, what’re you drawing there?

louis, probably: that’s you getting hit by a bus

[reaperpainting]

Regenerate to deny the truth // The fiction you live in blindfolds your eyes

[alltheselights]

rmr this lol

[alltheselights]

louis trend #1 on tumblr!!!!!! ❤😊❤❤❤😊❤😊❤

[softtease]

we are nothing. never have been and never will be and yet youve touched my heart so deeply. you’ve made me feel ways that reality could never, I try so hard to stay attached to reality but god you make it hard. every thought of you is a fantasy i would never dream of escaping. I’ve lost myself in a maze of thoughts, You fill my desire to the brim, I just want you to touch me in the places youve made ache, is that really too much to ask for? You’ve done this to me and i know youll do it again. I want to touch you in the places you ache, to soothe the burning in your skin, i want to bring peace to your desire

[harryandlouisarehappilystrong]

I can't believe of the 16k people at Niall's show in Houston not a SINGLE ONE managed to get a pic/vid of my bi flag on stage/carried off after On My Own.... even though I and about 15 others in the pit saw it with our own eyes. I'm so sad and bummed out. :(

[lillesbianthatcould]

treat each morning as a fresh start ✨

[edo-vivendum]

Today sucked, and yet again it was questioned whether I need a higher level of care. (didn't finish dinner. long story.)

If I do, where I was at for PHP is not where I need to be as this IOP (dif location that doesn't do php) is way harder than that php program was (comparable to week one when i was in php).

I texted my outpatient therapist to see if she could meet me again this week tomorrow. I know it's unlikely, but I thought I'd give it a shot.