#8-16-19

[paperscritches]

Boi its gonna take a minute to get back into the habit

[the13thfloormasterpiece]

Morning thoughts ☀️

I woke up early today, felt hungry, and then felt shameful for wanting food. My eating disorder is telling me I need to fast today because I’m spending a weekend with my boyfriend and I need to appear “skinny”.

I made two eggs with tomatoes and peppers 💪🏽. I know my body needs food and now I’m going to have energy while doing my workout. I’m getting there one step at a time.

[vampirequeeer]

3 good things a day

- vic came over after school n i helped put together an audition song for theater

- cool kid in the piano class im ta’ing

- really just i got to spend time with vic

[its123am]

8-16-19 (Friday)

[nevada1949]

i’ve been in morocco, (where my mom and all her family is from) since june and we’re going back to saudi arabia on the 26th and i don’t wanna fucking leave. everyday it hurts my heart to wake up and know that the 26th is only days away. we literally have no one there. no family no friends i feel like i’m gonna cry all the time that place triggers my depression and it’s just such a dark place. but i’m also starting college on sept 1st so i’m trying to see the positive in this. maybe i’ll meet someone i can click with there. someone to call a friend. i literally have no one and i feel so so alone and homesick. god please send me anyone anybody i’m really tired of being alone