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3 good things a day

- got just a ridiculous amount of asks from the lovely blu c:

- got switched out of a class but now im gonna be in another band period HOPEFULLY ON BASS PLEASE FINGERS CROSSED

- first band practice w russian!! it was a lil rough but i know its gonna be super fun and guys im in a band now yeet

8-23-18 (Thursday)

I’m honestly tripping

I’m spiraling.

All the pictures.

God.

Why.

Can’t.

I.

Move.

On.

I just want a day to go by that he doesn’t pop in my mind.

I feel obsessed.

I just want it to stop.

I now know how clementine felt.

I want it all gone.

I shouldn’t say that.

I should be glad for the lessons and experiences Etc.

But I’m tired of thinking of him.

I just remind myself how much he would rather not be in my life.

Talk about ouch.

I just want it all gone 😩 i want to go about my day and not randomly feel bricks on my heart because i have no communication with him.

How much longer will this last?

I just want to be free

We fixed it

I love her 😭

I lash out when I’m hurt and i become so meannnnn

But we talked it out and everything’s okay now

All the hugs

So i sent her what I had to say.

And then i sent it to my community director.

The she said what she Had to say.

And i had to say what I had to say back.

FUCK it.

#8-23-18