#9:28pm

[treasuretroves444]

Marilyn Maria 💃

Live @ The Lansdowne

16th January 2026

pt. 3 of 4

[un-invierno-eterno]

Quiero dejar de caminar sola.

[scrmngtts]

February 12: we broke the fuck up again. This isnt healthy anymore. I gotta go. No contact. No more. I blocked him.

[the-things-i-wish-i-could-say]

I’ve got one friend that regularly checks up on me, but I wish she wouldn’t.

It’s so meaningful that she does, but I know she deals with her own stuff, not all that she tells me, and I don’t want her to think my stuff is more important than hers. I want her to take time for herself and show herself the same kindness and tenderness she shows me when I need it. I don’t want to prevent her from being gentle with herself and not just others. I want her to treat herself the way she treats others because she is so kind and patient with everyone else but I can tell she is the opposite with herself.

And I know she would want all of this for me and that this can very easily be turned on myself, and maybe this is a bit of self commentary, but I truly do want what is best for her, and I want her to see her own worth and give herself the same grace, kindness, patience and gentleness that she gives me everyday.

[ajyal-azez]

أحبُ ملامِحي الطبيعية، لون بشرتي وشكل جسمي، وأفتخر بمظهري كما هو، متصالحةٌ جدًا مع نفسي، وطريقة كلامي وكل ما يخصُني، ومقتنعةٌ برسمة عيني وصوت ضحكتي وطبيعة شعري ونوعه، وأؤمن أن كوني -اِمرأة واثقة- يجعلني أكثر من جميلة، وكاملة كاملةً تمامًا.

[brunchthesurface]

Welcome back everyone!!

[fearsfadeinfall-blog]

It’s hard having days where everything that’s built up finally hits you. I’ve come to realize that for me, it’s always a surprise. 

Triggered by something so minimal. 

Just the other day I was watching a show, and without noticing the final episode played. It ended, and when I went to choose the next one, it wasn’t there. 

Just the fact that not having something to distract yourself with gives everything in your mind the chance to explode out before you can realize. The worst part is that once you get there, hit that point, it’s impossible to rope it all back in and lock it back up. The tightness in your chest, the anxious bubbles in your stomach, it’s horrible. Ruins you for days on end sometimes.

And to think it all just came from hitting the end of a tv show.

Humans are weird.

[yungbuckbabyface]

today is my 3 year anniversary of having top surgery. wish my scars were getting kissed and loved on.