A home for thoughts and feelings

So much happens in life that others can't always be told. It can only be kept to yourself for so long.

[fearsfadeinfall-blog]

It’s hard having days where everything that’s built up finally hits you. I’ve come to realize that for me, it’s always a surprise. 

Triggered by something so minimal. 

Just the other day I was watching a show, and without noticing the final episode played. It ended, and when I went to choose the next one, it wasn’t there. 

Just the fact that not having something to distract yourself with gives everything in your mind the chance to explode out before you can realize. The worst part is that once you get there, hit that point, it’s impossible to rope it all back in and lock it back up. The tightness in your chest, the anxious bubbles in your stomach, it’s horrible. Ruins you for days on end sometimes.

And to think it all just came from hitting the end of a tv show.

Humans are weird.

[fearsfadeinfall-blog]

Hello.

This place isn’t going to be much other than a place for ramblings. 

Some happy, some sad, some angry.

I could keep a diary, but I think having a place where others can see something and know they aren’t alone in how they could be feeling on that particular day could be theraputic. 

To me, and to them.

To you.

I hope there’s more good days than bad, for the both of us. And I hope that if there is more bad, we know we aren’t alone.

Here we go, I suppose.