#9-24-15

[rneglomaniac]

i was talking to chandler but he was short and old and fat and ugly?? i was turned off.

and there was other stuff that I DONT REMEMBER KA:JFDJF

als o mrs. steinhaus was there for some reason

there mightve been things with michaels craft store and bikes and lemons idek

[type-ohs]

Bottled Up

Don’t bottle it up, Don’t stick a cap on it, Don’t let it brew to a fine bitterness They say to let it out, let it overflow your corkscrew edges Your translucent walls Let it out, out, out Shout it to everyone around Save yourself noisily, tirelessly Endlessly

But what if What if I’ve stopped overflowing If I don’t reach the edge anymore What if I sit in the bottom of a one-dollar dented bottle In the dregs of backwash and saturation Curled up where the dust settles

[sortasupersmelly]

I really really wonder if i have ADD. I was jst looking at the adult symptoms & like so many of them apply to me. 

“zoning out” without realizing it, even in the middle of a conversation

extreme distractibility

struggling to complete tasks, even ones that seem simple

poor listening skills; hard time remembering conversations and following directions

tendency to procrastinate

trouble starting and finishing projects

chronic lateness

frequently forgetting appointments, commitments, and deadlines

lack of organization skills & constantly losing or misplacing things

underestimating the time it will take you to complete tasks

act recklessly or spontaneously w/o regard for consequences

sense of underachievement

doesn’t deal well with frustration//easily flustered & stressed out

trouble staying motivated

hypersensitivity to criticism

low self-esteem and sense of insecurity

tendency to take risks

racing thoughts

craving for excitement

talking excessively

[sortasupersmelly]

mkay i super hesitant to self-diagnose but im like really almost positive i have some sort of anxiety disorder. idk what it is but it exists inside me.

[all-things-bexx]

I’m no where near depressed. I’m the happiest I’ve been in a long time! Working on getting my license in November! Going back to school in the spring! Looking for a better job. Got an amazing boyfriend who supports me and our relationship just keeps getting stronger and stronger! Life is treating me amazingly lately! Nothing can bring me down!!

[sortasupersmelly]

“perfectionism goes hand in hand with anxiety disorders, If you are constantly judging yourself or you have a lot of anticipatory anxiety about making mistakes or falling short of your standards, then you probably have an anxiety disorder."

well f*ck

[cedricisaiah]

we haven’t talked except to say to change your profile picture. you saw my message and still haven't.