#@sevinohl

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That mention of Ethan in c's dom Sean fic??? I'm unwell he's SO devastatingly pretty when he cries

ohhhh you're gonna be sooo happy to hear that c and i are in the process of writing a septicrank fic together and it's so fucking hot 🥵

also- for anyone looking at this P L E A S E go read care and keeping of* over on AO3, leave a comment, and follow @starvinghystericalnakey

*fic is septiplier but oh my god

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Ethan pass-around party bottom Nestor

for real though like-

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I want those FINGERS in my MOUTH i want to BITE those RINGS

HEY!! YEAH!!!

apparently i missed this but like Y E A H

i wanna feel the slight temperature change between fingers and silver rings when he's ************** ** **** and then take them off with my TEETH after

sorry i blacked out there but the rings make me crazy insane

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Amy oushing nark and ethan togethr like barbies. Kiiiiiiiiss :)

amy watching them interact and being like "hey mark if you wanna nail your say yes to anything protege who's basically live-in with us these days im cool with it" and mark going nooooo I would never but then she catches him being so stupidly touchy and fucking flirty and staring at ethan with that look that he gets sometimes (soft, affectionate, fond) she has to be like: no, but really, are you sure????

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Great now all I'm thinking about is ethan giggling and twirling being passed between amy and mark dancing AT THEIR WEDDING!!! like WHAT!!!!!!!!

it's WORSE because they mentioned it so fucking casually but we'll NEVER see it-

mark (and amy!) keep being like: we're gonna make a video together about the wedding and iron lung and i guess now also their honeymoon and i DON'T FAULT THEM for not, there's a lot happening in their lives but i would-

i would do a crime to a) see amy again on video and b) hear them talk about their wedding and mention them and ethan dancing together

so unfair, i need it 😭

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A sick and twisted part of me likes the lack of mark/ethan content because i just imagine the two of them literally inside eachothers skin hanging out every week watching us idiots be all 'man i wish they still hung out 😞' WHAT THEY'RE DOING ISN'T FOR US!!! IT'S GAY SEX!!!

YES AND!!

so the thing is that i don't think they ever stopped hanging out, they were just more careful about what they posted on socials/ youtube/ etc cause like-

there are multiple moments of chica showing up on an ethan stream, there are multiple shots of spence and the other pups playing in ethan's backyard-

they NEVER stopped being in each others lives, they just stopped filming it actively

which i-

i'm sad about it because i wanna watch but i GET IT!!!

mark is always going to have more of a following and ethan is always gonna be like subscriber count down get mark in here for a video (and mark is NEVER going to say no) they're...

there's something about that "bonded pair do not separate" that's SO TRUE for those two and it makes me fucking insane

(can you imagine being ethan fucking nestor who risked it all with a backflip of all things and then got invited to LA by his absolute idol, got sugar daddy'd into improv class, got taken under the wing of and- 🥴)

it doesn't really matter how little they post online together, we ALL know that ethan is leaning over the kitchen counter in mark and amy's place, gossiping with them just like we all know mark and amy are hanging out at ethan's place without cameras involved and goddddddddd-

SO MUCH of crankiplier and ethamyplier thoughts are just about them chilling out and being normal with each other, just living their lives together i should be put down for how soft they make me actually

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I don't really know what this manor thing is but i would like the stable boy and that mean looking posh guy to kiss

fun game called "i cannot clip it anymore, not since the ban BUT"

but!! ethan said if we reached a certain threshold for the financial kickstarter backing that he and "that mean looking posh guy" would release a secondary sizzle real that's about the two of them

which is to say, throw money at this PLEASE i am begging.

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Sean and Ethan but it's that 'and they were both bottoms' meme (having said that, i definitely think theyre both massive switches and roughhouse like dogs to decide who tops)

oh i defffffffinitely think they roughhouse like dogs and that turns into something more like every time

HOWEVER ☝️ i have been deep in conversations about intense no comfort dom sean who's REAL GOOD at getting overeager/ excited/ turned up to like twenty after recording brainleak era eth to calm the fuck down and be good, you know?

if i think too much about eth getting his hair pulled past the point of pain while sean makes him ride his thigh to completion i- i'll need to throw myself into traffic actually

AND ALSO!!! like, okay, so sean talking down to eth about his obvious fucking thing for mark and ethan being very pathetic about it 😌 so much of THAT thought spawned from the bl ep where eth makes himself cry on command and sean says "keep it going, stay in it stay in it, oh my god" btw

SPEAKING OF intense dom sean, hi, have you read this fic that was recently published by an author who makes me want to shove their all of their writing straight down my throat because it's everything to me:

Care and Keeping Of 🔒

it's possible i'm in a septicrank spiral rn 😅 just like a lettle bit... but like, to the detriment of me finishing this ethamyplier fic i've been poking at for over a week now

ANYWAY thanks for kicking off the morning lmao