summary: the f1 drivers realise they are in love with you!
Warnings!: none...plwase tell me if I missed smth!
notes: this is the prettiest banner I've ever made, I'm so in love with it
LOOK AT THAT GUCKING BANNER OMG
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OP81
-Lando tells him
-"..and since you only have eyes for Y/N, I don't think..."
-he spirals a bit after that and by the early morning hours he came to the conclusion he is a simp and texts you before overthinking it again
LN4
-already knows the first time you two meet, he's awarw he's absolutely fucked now
-tries to play it cool and is surprisingly suceeding with it, or so he thinks, there's nothing nonchalant about this man
MV33
-his engineer would warn him to not get distracted by you
-and he's all like:no no, of course not why would I?
-But that night he lays in bed alone...and cold...and wishing someone you were there with him
DR3
-when you don't laugh at one of his jokes
-he realises that your laugh alone makes him feel so warm and giddy inside, he almost needs it
-he's actually so excited to feel like a teenager in love again, and he finally has someone to dedicate his retired life to
CL16
-when your face lights up when you see him
-he gets this insanely mushy feeling in his stomache
-now he gets nervous in your presence, he didn't do so before the realisation
LH44
-you know how he has been more active on social media and everything?
-i think he sees a fan compilation of you two when youbwere visiting him in the paddock
-at first he laughs it off, blaming the angles and the sun, but soon he's like:"Oh shit....I might really have feelings for them..."
CS55
-out of jealousy
-you would need to get accompied by another man first bwfore he realises
-then he would probably just stomp over to you and might confess right there, he has the confidence to donsuch a thing
IH6
-realises when you say something about french being a romantic language
-it's only then he realises that he indeed wants you to see him in a romantic aspect
-he's so cute about it, all nervous and fidgeting
OB87
-his mom asks when he finally will bring his lovely partner along with him for dinner
-his eyes tell her everything she needs to know, so she sits him down and gives him a foolproof tutorial on winning you over, all during his realisation
GR63
-you get him something that you reminded you of him, a little bird trinket with messed up bright blue eyes
-he's not upset about it, just smitten
KA12
-panics a bit
-he's so worried that falling in love this early in his career would cause problems by distraction
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Nah not really everyone's allowed their nights. I'd just lowkey worry more than judge 😅
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
Sometimes laughing doesnt really matter. What matters more is who understands you better, who stays with you no matter what... and who understands your silence more than your smile.
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
More like... I was talking and just knocked out mid-conversation 😭 Its literally a bad habit at this point. My friends already know they've probably seen more of my sleep-typed gibberish than actual texts 💀 I don't even say goodbye, I just... disappear while typing.
This post makes me think of Dean being forced to watch Lucifer rape Sam post cage. And Dean being kinda ashamed of how surprised he is by the fact that Sam is genuinely fighting back. Because Dean had subconsciously assumed that Sam actually hadn't fought back that much in the cage. Partially because of what Sam was like when his wall broke after he got his soul back but also partially bcuz Sam has literally never fought back when Dean has raped him. So Deans shocked to see Sam thrashing and flailing and literally doing everything in his power to get away. And it doesn't really have any effect (in fact it actually seems to be spurring Lucifer on) bcuz the difference in strength btwn a human and an archangel is just so insurmountable that Sam might as well be not fighting back at all. Like Lucifer is literally holding Sam down with one hand and tearing his clothes off with the other like its nothing. And when he finally just forces it in (no prep, completely dry, just pure blunt force) it's like a switch has been flipped and Sam goes limp while Lucifer just continues to fuck him like he's a piece of meat.
Meanwhile, Deans still watching and he was actually sorta proud of Sam for fighting back until Lucifer makes him cum, hard (which is something that Dean has not been able to get Sam to do in years).
-A.
♡
it would surprise Dean to see Sam fight back because Sam's never fought against him, but also he did say yes to Lucifer and because Dean assumed that being in the Cage would've broken Sam the way three decades in Hell broken him. because by the time he was off the rack, Dean rarely fought back
also this last paragraph nonnie.... whew. I just. oh it does something. I would read the fuck out of that jsyk
I really appreciate your words and the way you replied. Truly I can't say thank you enough. And yeah, that's fair the difference is significant, so I'm glad I checked in with you first. Making you feel warm and fuzzy is definitely a plus too. I wouldn't expect the kind of response you give late and dream anons, more so because I don't think I'd be able to muster up the confidence–or have the experience–to send such asks. They're doing the heavy work lol and I'm glad you get to enjoy their attention. I'm honestly curious on what the difference would be tho, so that's part of why I'm making this follow up ask. I think even if I was older it would be a tricky situation since I've found I like to give and make girls feel good. It would be a weird kind of service circle where you're making me feel good by letting me make you feel good, if that's even a thing.
So, thoughts. They're a little out of order, sorry about that. I remember in one of your bulge pics you brought attention to the sliver of stomach and peak at side boob and while those are definitely hot, I got caught staring at the tease of your mouth we can see at the top corner. I'm a sucker for those types of pics and it definitely got me thinking how kissable they would be, how it would feel like to caress your bottom lip with my thumb. I remember reading you saying someone sucking your tongue makes you go brainless, I wonder what kind of reaction you'd have to someone pulling your bottom lip down and making you suck on their finger. Would you be vocal about it? Or would I feel it through a twitch in your hips, rocking upwards towards me, or perhaps your hands tightening on my waist? I love being on a pretty girl's lap, using my hands to tilt their heads up so our eyes meet and kiss them silly. Put my hand on the nape of their neck and kiss-lick-bite all over their throat. I'd love to rock my hips into you so you can feel my warmth and be reminded about the way you're packing. Seeing your reactions to that would be so hot, letting you know how good you look and how good you're treating me. And I definitely love how much of a service top you are, the way you react, and how that translates to thanks yous and shivery orgasms.
Well, I think that's it. I tried to make them less explicit for your comfort. Still, I hope they're okay. They're not as interesting as your other anons, but like I said, they're doing the heavy work lol.
-A
ohh this is so cute thank you for sharing 🥺💕 i think anybody would be lucky to have someone so attentive and interested in their pleasure. where are all y'all 20-year-old bottoms at? there's a perfect service top in my askbox ready to give you literally anything you could want
I just wanted to take a moment to say that your MILF Jay fic brought me to tears.
I’m a single mother. I had my child when I was 18—not exactly my proudest moment—and the father left me for another woman right after I gave birth. It was one of the hardest moments of my life. But now, five years later, everything is okay because my child is happy, and that’s all that truly matters.
This fic hit so close to home. The way you wrote the inner monologue felt like you somehow knew me. I was stunned by how much I related to everything she felt about letting another man into her life—it was as if you’d taken thoughts straight out of my own mind. It made me so emotional.
And the smut? It was everything I needed. How do you keep outdoing yourself? Sometimes I honestly wonder if you’re even real—how can you... write something this beautiful?
"If he’s really in love with you, all he’d have to do is… not leave."
That line absolutely broke me. It was so simple, yet it stayed with me long after I finished reading. You’re truly one of the best writers here, and you work make Tumblr such a better place.
The interaction at the end was everything. Hearing Jay admit that he loves the child more than the MC? That sealed it for me—it was the perfect confirmation that he’s the endgame.
Thank you, thank you for making my day so much better. I love you.
- A
I read this message last night before bed and it sat with me up until now. I fr just kept thinking about it. [also may have posted it on my close friends insta story lol]
This might sound a little selfish but i really, really adore the feeling of accidentally writing something that fits someone else specifically, even without intention. Fr, like i almost dedicated this fic to you and we don't even know each other ; 3 ; Like, i hope I can always write fics that relate to people in some way and heal them a little bit even if just to let them enjoy a fic 🥺
Thank you for telling me this, it means a lot that you reached out and i'll probs keep the screenshots of this message for a long time to use when i'm feeling insecure about my writing.
i love you too, A anon, i hope you enjoy reading more of my work in the future ; u ;
