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all i wanted was an apology all i wanted was for her to realize that shes not just hurting herself bur also other people fuck i want her back so bad. maybe I should be the first to shoot a message. maybe I should reach out.
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all i wanted was an apology all i wanted was for her to realize that shes not just hurting herself bur also other people fuck i want her back so bad. maybe I should be the first to shoot a message. maybe I should reach out.
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no matter what i fucking do i feel like shit. i feel horrible. i want my life back to normal. i dont want to jump through hoops and bend over backwards just to talk to my friends, some of which could give less of shit about me. I want my old friendships back. i dont want my mom checking my room and getting suspicious when i do ANYTHING. i dont wanna be so paranoid of being at home that i stay out as much as i can, even of that means doing yard work for my great grandma or washing my grandmas car or whatever in BLAZING heat. i just want my old life back. maybe then my life wouldnt be so shitty. maybe THEN id ACTUALLY get better instead of lying to my therapist so i dont get put in a fucking mental hospital. im probably just going through another episode whatever.