(1/2) The day you and Bellamy opened the bunker and I shook your hand I was trying see if I had lost my brother to you. I thought that if he had spent 6 years in space growing closer too you as much as he already loved before you left there was no way he would choose me first over you anymore,but then I found out that you hadn't been with him.
(2/2) So I thought I still had my brother who would do anything for me. He let me send the woman he loves on a suicide mission without a fight. Imagine my surprise when he poisoned me to save you! He's never harmed me ,but he couldn't handle losing you again. I didn't realize how strong his love for you was til I was trying to scream for help while my brother held his hand over my mouth as I slowly lost consciencness.