#a lil jealous

[spooksghostboy]

They hav...... they got— it’s....., DOG....!!!

[virtualteacup]

i cant remember the last time someone had a genuine compliment on my appearance that isn’t about my butt

[dailyblogofa15yearoldgirl]

Day One Hundred Nineteen- One Hundred Thirty Three: Friday-Thursday, March 4- March 24, 2016

okay wow its been a while.... YIKES!!!!! lol not like much has happened anyways. me and hayden started talking more recently but its nothing really. so yesterday (3/23) coach ended the boys’ practice early so i stayed behind and asked coach for a ball. and so like me and bunch of guys were shooting at the goal. then one by one they all started to leave. At one point it was just me, josh, and hayden and omggggg josh knows i like hayden and he’s always messing around with me about it so you can only imagine how he was acting. Then josh was like “well i guess imma walk home” and left so it was just me and hayden and holy shit did that bring back memories hdfvuhefvcbfv

like shit i was flirting and everything but it was sort of just like me teasing him so idk if he even caught on. but shit i had fun. it’s been a minute since we had just sort of hung out. at one point, he was like waving his phone around so i stole it and pretended to throw it. i put it in my pant leg and like acted like it was an ankle bracelet man omg idk we were just laughing our asses off... its like for a second it was just us two again--- as friends ofc. 

idk i miss being able to joke around with him like that but its whatever now i guess lol

and today someone told me that he/she caught aimee letting someone (not hayden) feel her up. yikes fr fr. like ommgg... i know she done some things but, i mean, c’mon!!!! we were in school?!?!??!?! DOES THAT MEAN NOTHING??? guess not. *rolls eyes*

i just idk... WHY DO I STILL HAVE TO LIKE HIM?!?!?!?!??! ughghghghghg like sometimes i’ll just think about everything and wonder why? like why did i have to make that mistake? why her? why not me? lmao im amazing so like ?? maybe we’re just meant to be friends, and if thats so, thats fucking stupid lmao. this is like a terrible, cliche story where the girl is in love with her best guy friend. gross i dont need that shit. lmao 

okay well good night ig.... spring break starts today so i’ll be back in april. there are 3 boys’ games next week, so ill update you guys in that if anything happens in my next update

[punnier]

i also saw a very white and very straight couple on the train the other day, they wouldnt stop touching each other and they were singing and they had drawn on each other like on his leg and stufff like