#a's rant log

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Theres something so irritating when youre often told a headcanon / personal design of a pre-existing character looks nothing like the original but then when you make the choice to turn that design into an oc suddenly everyone recognizes it as the character it was based on

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Being a newcommer in some music spaces nowadays is so fucking miserable dude nobody gives away recommendations or tips to extend ur taste beyond the basics they just point and laugh at you while calling you a "larper"

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A disgusting hateful pedophilic abusive convicted felon that comfortably associated with the most disgusting and repulsive man that ever lived in this planet is still in power, calling the people and civilians that have nothing to do with the conflicts hes claiming to solve as "animals" on the news and publicly speaking of plans about the murder of an entire civilization on a tweet like its nothing.

And yet i'm expected to be okay with this and go on with my day.

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Getting older really does make you realize how much of 'pr0ship v 4nti' discourse is pointless and being overly vigilant of what is and isnt problematic isnt healthy.

But at the same time the shit ive seen some ppl say and do reminds me why i keep that crowd in my dni.

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Negative criticism for the sake of contrariarism being at an all time high while in a time where nobody actually bothers to explain their shit and just spit buzzwords around is so infuriating man

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Opening tiktok and immediately being reminded why i moved on from htf and dont draw for it publicly anymore. /Neg

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My vpn's connection stopped working out of nowhere and all vpn sites are inaccesible on my laptop....