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I don’t even know what I expected on this site.

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So these are the buttmunching anons I got while I was in hospital. I am displaying it this way because I don’t see a point replying one by one and also I blocked them all.

I hope you all (if you are different people at all) are disappointed that none of your wishes came true. Suck on my kidneys!

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I got a huge amount of rude anons lately because of my posts which are also tagged as illness tw. I’m not gonna publish those asks because I don’t really wish to see them on my blog.

But I do feel the need to state that I am not posting those words and write about my experiences and sometimes post pictures beause I need your pity or whatsoever.

The thing is that I trust my followers so much that I am able to share the details of my disease even when they are awful. I trust my followers that they won’t judge me simply because of my condition and how I handle lupus and the other illnesses I have and all the side effects. I trust you, followers that you’d believe my words and won’t call me out on them and shout faker or anything similar to that. Details that I’m only able to share in written words rather than voice.

But I guess I’m once again getting naive and the online life shows again that disabled people have no rights. Not even a right to have voice or letters and that there are more ableist people out there than I might imagine.

I really hope none of those anons are from any of you, followers. God, I hope.

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You keep talking about your illness and your whole life is just fucking ill just by thingking about it. You have became your illness. Or just imagining things. Ever heard of Münchausen syndrome?

Yes, I have heard of it (for followers who don’t know: Munchausen is a psychiatric disorder where you “fake“ an illness for attention and sympathy). And have you ever heard of ignorance?

Do you really think I wouldn’t have anything better to do? I’d rather work and you know be an active member of society than screaming from pain, taking horrible meds, and getting shit from wiseass ableist people like you? I’d love to go back to swimming 1-2 kilometers daily, I’d love to have my old self back who doesn’t look like lumpy space princess. I’d really love to not have mental breakdowns and cry for 2-3 hours minimum daily.

I’d rather have a normal life than having to deal daily ableist bullshit like the ones you are giving out.

Thank you very much and fuck off.

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considering the amount of notes you are a liar and suck

“Logic.“ “Logic“ everywhere~!

I’m honesly cackling about this whole fucking thing. Seriously! :DDDD

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Librarians are useless crap and so are you

Let us stop here for a minute, shall we? You are saying librarians are useless. Now, I’m working at a university library as a reference and catalouging librarian and thus can’t speak 100% for other typies of libraries and librarians, but some of my point will fit for them aswell.

Listen here, you douchemelon: I’m assuming you never met a good librarian or never been to a library at all and living by some kind of twisted stereotype. Because:

We are here to help people, in my case mostly students and teacher. Who is helping you to get informations? Of course! Google. Or Wikipedia. Who can get you the right inforation with legit sources? A flipping librarian.

In my country (and sadly and possibly in many other countries) people are not taught at all how to search well and efficiently. We, librarians here to help you, and not just getting you the books and databases and informations you need, but we’ll teach you how to get them by yourself.

We are here to help teachers with their researches which will might help humaity. We are here to help students out with their problems, teach them how to search, how to write a thesis, how to use databases and source their work and basically helping them to become someone who might bring humanity and the world a step foreward to become better! We provide knowledge and culture since ancient times (let me not get to the Library of Alexandria!!!).

So if you are insulting me with my profession, then you’re banging on the wrong door. Get your facts and knowledge right.

Or ask a librarian to help you with it.

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Aren't you a bit of a hypoctire? Whining about not having friends and then suddenly writing here that you're finally alone?

Let’s make things clear, shall we?

Being alone does not mean that you’re lonely. And while we’re at it, let’s make this clear too: being with friends doesn’t mean that you’re not lonely.

I bet you felt sometimes that hanging out with people makes you tired like hell, sometimes more than usual. One needs to take time for themself to recharge their batteries, to have time to enjoy silence once in a while. Isn’t that right?

And this doesn’t make you a hypocrite.

You can’t be 100% or almost 100% the best of you if you don’t take a break sometimes and care for yourself too.

Sure thing that I miss my friends and whine a lot about it too, but this doesn’t mean that I don’t like to be alone sometimes and enjoy myself, a good book and a good cup of whateveryouwant. Sure that I’m a hypocrite at times but A.) who isn’t sometimes? and B.) go look up in a dictionary what the word means and you’ll know that the thing you tried to describe above is not among being a hypocrite.

Thank you very much, carry on.

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Why didn't you draw anything for father's day? You should have!

I don’t know who you are, but fuck you……….