#a-lavender-boy

[a-lavender-boy]

Daniel Jackson thoughts as I watch sg-1 again since childhood (admittedly I’m on season 2):

1. The man’s autistic af. Archeology spin, fiddling with things, blunt af, hard sense of justice, clumsy

2. He doesnt get the respect he deserves half the time

3. He really is the glue that holds them all together and I love that

[a-lavender-boy]

People who are anti-kink at pride, I beg of you to read academic journals discussing the queer beauty of intercommunication, trust and growth through BDSM practices. How the passing of knowledge is queered from patriarchal, heirarchal, heternormative ways to an egalitarian and non-gendered manner that inherently gives agency to those in the minority. Kink when done right is QUEER: Saying "Fuck white cishets trying to harm and colonize my body, I LIKE pain and will experience it on my own terms." Or "Fuck white cishets trying to harm and colonize my body, I will use that pain to nurture, educate, and help others take agency where the government and society has tried to take it away from us." Most importantly it says "Fuck anyone who tries to shame and hide us." Queer liberation was also part of the wider feminist sexual liberation movement which brought access to birth control, sex education, and abortion.

Look up Keiran Sellars "I've been Intimate with Him as I Have been with Anybody."

Look up Robyn Henderson-Espinoza's "Decolonial Erotics: Power Bottoms, Topping from Bottom Space, and the Emergence of Queer Sexual Theology."

I'm having none of the puritanical propoganda bs.

TLDR: Kink=queer as it subverts societal power dynamics and norms in favor of an egalitarian one that gives power to all participants through consent and boundaries.

[a-lavender-boy]

Yearning is so intense tonight and my heart hurts. I am a gay ass faggot who needs their boyfriends and it is criminally homophobic that they're thousands of miles away.

I want to express my queerness so desperately.

[a-lavender-boy]

Listening to the DNC. I expected nothing less of Democrats but it hurts seeing reproductive rights only mentioning applying to women. Trans men, nonbinary people, and intersex people need it too. Stop saying you're defending queer rights and then leaving us out of it.

[a-lavender-boy]

I'm sorry but Mumbo's new episode had me happy stimming so fucking hard my one brain celled trio is back and it makes me so happy 😭😭😭

[a-lavender-boy]

Having now finished Maurice, I have to say thank goodness for the ending. Its interesting, the complete swap Clive and Maurice take. The accentuation of class' influence on the deemed "respectibility" in western society. Clive's drive into better class if it means hiding his identity versus Maurice who comes to risk it for the sake of love. If anything, this book still rings true for the intricacies of capitalism and its interference with queerness.

Now onto reading The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka...

[a-lavender-boy]

Every once in a while you watch something about the past and it gut punches you about reality despite it being fictional. And its not where you expect it.

[a-lavender-boy]

I felt like I had to share my outfit 🖤

My pronouns are he/him