a-s-potter replied to your post: i’m going to revamp hugo. completely. new pb,...
NOOOO I LOVE CALEB NOOOOOO :c just because chere is using tijn or using a diff personality for hugo doesn’t mean you have to, i love your hugo!!!! :)
This actually doesn't have anything to do with that?
What I'm trying to do is connect with him more. Get other people to want to rp with him more because seriously, there is no point in me even having him when I NEVER use him. I mean he has 100 posts whereas my other characters have way more. I have never done any development with him at all, and I am tired of me feeling he isn't good enough. I don't think he's done a single thread? I started one for the freaks and geeks beach thing but nothing ever happened with that. All my other characters are so more developed. It's not just Hugo. It's Lily too, and Alyssa, and a few others. My Hugo is nothing. Seriously. I don't know anything about him, what he feels, etc. And no one else does either because I've never communicated any of that stuff across. I just really don't like him right now but I don't want to delete him.
I don't want to use his current face claim any more bc he doesn't feel like hugo to me, and when i use a pb for a char and i don't feel that pb fits, I'm less likely to use the character.
I'm really sorry but this is my choice and I'm sticking with it. I need to develop him more and I need to use him more. If i just leave it then he'll end up being deleted bc seriously I just. I feel. I don't know what I feel but I don't like it and it doesn't feel good. :(
This wasn't supposed to sound angry either so don't get the wrong idea ok????? I'm just trying to explain my situation and how I feel. Thanks for loving him, though. But rlly :c I just. Can't. I need to fix him and change him and make him better. If that doesn't work then... well there's no point me playing him.