#a4a nation

[itsnotannough]

so my first wieiad!

i decided to start my fluttershy d!€t so i did fruit mono.

for lunch i had apple with cinnamon (i think it’ll become my comfort food) and for dinner some papaya and melon! and i f@sted for 22h before my lunch.

since i’ll only start working in few hours maybe i will eat another apple but im not sure. will try to stay as low as possible

as planned i did a small walk with my puppy and overall ate only 150€

however i’ll be trying to not stay that low all the time cz i couldn’t get up from bad today and my hands were shaking like crazy

a lifestyle like that will make your hair fall out, teeth break, heart problems and big risks of d£@th. your 0rgans will be damaged. this is not “aesthetic” or cool. lose weight in healthy ways!!

[itsnotannough]

my “best friend” hanging out and overall being super close to the girl that literally hates me and doesn’t even try to hide it is my why btw

[itsnotannough]

i’m craving some lucky charms so baaaad. but if i get a box i’m afraid i’ll finish it in one day i can’t trust myself AAAAAAA

[ana-kinskywalker]

Anyone else preoccupied with getting plastic surgery here? Man I’m fucked I don’t just st@rve myself I also want surgery to make sure I look perfect. Obviously I have the gender affirming procedures I want but I also would like that god awful belly pouch fat area removed I fucking hate it.

I know I sound absolutely insane but I literally cannot live my life like this. I am alive because I assume I can lose the weight and get fixed under the knife so I’m less of an eyesore to the general public and myself. It’s weird because I love and adore other people with my body type like pretty chubby feminine women every time I see a fat feminine woman I find her gorgeous but I’d rather st@rve than look like one myself.

Right now I am not a human being until I fix my body.

I feel dizzy and like I’m going to pass out because I’ve only had a pink drink and some fucking chips lmao that’s under 700 cals.

[itsnotannough]

a bit late but better late then never. update from today: i ate around 190€ yaaay! successfully avoided family reunion (with tons of food) and didn’t b!nge at home as well!!

however it couldn’t be that easy so they brought home a lot of junky food like snacks, a piece of my cake for me (why is it following me🥲), some cupcakes with disgusting cream on top (safe here as i hate them even without restricting) and a lot of meat 🫩

also 3 huge ass bottles of coke but it’s a regular one so 👹

and here’s a picture of my silly lunch (i absolutely love vegetables like crazy). i’m thinking if i should start doing wieiad lol

a lifestyle like that will make your hair fall out, teeth break, heart problems and big risks of d£@th. your 0rgans will be damaged. this is not “aesthetic” or cool. lose weight in healthy ways!!

[littlewitchrich]

If my hips were wider I wouldn’t really care to lose so much w8 but since I’m built like a stick I need to be -3000000 to look normal

[littlewitchrich]

Why does everyone use kg instead of lb? Is everyone not from America or is that just a like trend? Idk just curious

[itsnotannough]

update on the cake everyone absolutely loved it!! i’m so happy but also my gf brought home one piece and now i’m kinda anxious. although i told her to eat it tomorrow hahahah.

i finished all of my planned meals for today so i think i’ll just keep writing my recipes for the rest of the evening until i go to sleep

btw check out that honey cake my dad and siblings made two days ago. doesn’t it look like perfect like LITERALLY!!