I want to show you guys what I look like and like what I used to look like which is my goal but I’m scared that somehow someone u know will see it and I will die of embarrassment…
at the same time though I barely know anyone irl just people from the past so idk I guess I’m just scared my ex will find this somehow (although idk if he knows what tumblr even is) and then share it to my family somehow but I have a restraining order against him so he can’t contact my family but he calls them from private numbers so idk idk what I’ll do 🙄














