｢ @aaetherius ｣ — writes:
still accepting → fruity headcanon prompts !!
🍌 : is my muse inclined to help others, or will they only do it when it benefits them, if at all? what makes them this way? has it ever gotten them into trouble, or inconvenienced them?
Vivian takes her role as the ‘manly heroine of justice’ very seriously, so yes, she will help others out, even if it doesn’t benefit her. Naturally, this is partly due to her being kind at heart and her wanting to be admired for her valiance, but either way, she is not the type to stand idly by while someone is getting attacked. Of course, more often than not, this leads to sheer recklessness on her part, causing her to get injured as a consequence.
Why, like with Lancelot, she isn’t above shielding a person from a devastating blow, which usually ends up backfiring on her; still, it’s not something she’ll regret, no matter how much pain she has to ultimately undergo. Basically, though, she won’t hesitate to protect others, yet at the same time, if it’s someone she despises on a contemptible level, she might just leave them to fend for themself.
Honestly, despite how morally righteous she is, Vivian does have a petty love for revenge; therefore, she will gladly watch karma be enacted upon those she personally believes aren’t deserving of kindness.
🍇 : how would my muse describe their childhood? how much has it impacted the person they are now, or will become as an adult? around what age did they or will they start to mature, and why? do they wish to go back to their days as a child, or have they embraced adulthood?
To put it simply, Vivian would describe her childhood as a confusing and lonely period of her life. Honestly, growing up, she always struggled to make sense of the world as a young, autistic girl, meaning it was a constant process of adapting. Due to the fact she could never communicate well with others or make that many friends, Vivian always felt like the black sheep of her family, especially since unlike her older sister, she had always caused problems by being herself.
Not only were there instances where she would pass out after being forced into clothes, her surroundings often proved overwhelming, to the point where she remembered frequently having meltdowns. Despite it all, however, her parents always coddled her, meaning Vivian constantly had her way if she threw a tantrum or begun crying.
The older she became, however, the less it stopped working. Why, somewhere along the way, her mother grew more meanspirited and her siblings made it no secret she found her embarassing to be around, which efffectively changed her; in fact, upon turning thirteen, she stopped resorting to temper tantrums altogether and just rebelled by dressing less femininely.
Though she hadn’t completely matured by then, Vivian still became a bit more diginified, but had a tough time, being percieved in a postive light by her peers, because she was eccentric and wierd; either way, her childhood ended up having such a huge impact on her, it ultimately made her personality the way it is now. Still, despite this being the case, she doesn’t wish to go back, because as a kid, she was definitely that pathetic little crybaby who heavily relied on her mommy.
That being said, however, she hasn’t quite embraced adulthood yet. Why, after puberty, Vivian feels like things have only just gone south from there, especially considering she now has to deal with menstruation, hypersexuality, and her body having needs she could really do without. Seriously, though, she could honestly stand to be less horny all the time when time and time again, actual people keep disappointing her.
