#aaro's rants

[whatonearthisgoingon]

So apparently endometriosis surgery you don't fully recover from pain wise for 2 months, which is what I expected, but apparently the lesions can start growing back at 5 MONTHS POST-OP?!?!

Oh God I hate this fucking disease. I hate this mother fucking flesh sack, what the actual FUCK!!

[whatonearthisgoingon]

hey my swarm.

so, uhm- just to inform the masses of mine.

I don't believe in any god or gods. I was raised Catholic but I am atheist. Not even agnostic, I am flat out atheist. I do not believe a god of any sorts exists, singular or multiple.

To me, all religion is a delusion, and I see it as nothing more but fun culture lore. Stories made up to appease and give the masses purpose of living because they couldn't find enough in the real world to live for.

So while I will gladly listen to you vent about religious trauma you went through, listen to how a god of what you believe has answered your prayers or hasn't answered you, or you talking about how you go to worship, I don't believe any of it, and you will never ever convert me no matter how much you try.

Matter of fact, if you try to convert me, I will consider it insulting.

You can educate me on your faith, but if you try anything about "oh you should try praying to this person, they help me so much" I will block you so fucking fast. I'll eventually unblock you, but it will be long enough for you to understand I am not kidding around.

You get three chances. Reading this post is one, any comments on conversion or recommendations to me about praying is two, ignore that and do it again, it's three strikes you're out, and I will block you from my life.

Not trying to be a mean bitch or anything, but I am so sick of people recommending their religion to me. I was raised and surrounded by that and it hurt me, and this online space is meant to be my breath of fresh air from the constant religious pressure I deal with at home.

So yeah, tagging mutuals to let them know this is how I think.

And this was prompted by dms with somebody about faith, where they insisted multiple times that I should pray to one of theirs gods, after I told them 3 separate times I was an atheist. You know who you are, this is your second warning, one more time and you're blocked.

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[whatonearthisgoingon]

Some girl at my school said I couldn't claim to be apart of "the weird kid" community because, and I quote, "You're a cheerleader and good looking and popular, and you can't like and make content of certain 'weird' fandoms, just because they're mainstream now. Those spaces were made for us to GET AWAY from people like you." (Context, I reposted a reel on insta about being a weird kid and she saw it)

Bitch, I was unpopular as shit as a younger kid. I was the quiet kid in the back corner all of middle school. I was a Wattpadd and Ao3 girlie at the ripe age of 9. I got made fun of for liking anime, gacha, FNAF, etc. I roleplayed MHA, Demon Slayer, and Marauders at 12. I got ostracized for being openly queer in a super conservative Catholic middle school.

And then I watched as all this stuff I liked went mainstream during and after covid. I watched the shift. And want to know my reaction?

I was happy. I welcomed those people into fandom spaces. I talked to them and educated them on my interests, and they became nicer people who I could bond with. In the process of growing up, I opened myself up more and got into things like cheerleading.

So yes, I may have done cheer for 4 years, I may be liked by a lot of people at school, but I'm allowed to like all the things you say I "can't".

I'm a cheerleader, but I also have a high GPA, and I take all honors and AP courses. I'm a cheerleader with a tumblr account, who posts the weirdest shit on earth about dead wizards, supersoldiers, alien wars, and more. I'm a cheerleader who does theater and dance, and has been in a ton of musicals. I'm a cheerleader who has an anime watchlist in the hundreds. I'm a cheerleader, who if I had the money, would have 15 different homemade cosplays right now. I'm a cheerleader who dresses in alternative styles and tries goth makeup when I'm at home.

Just because someone is a hot cheerleader doesn't mean they're bad in school, or only like boys and pink glitter. Just because someone is nerdy doesn't mean they can't like sports or that they're a teachers pet. People have these things called layers. You become the problem when you start putting people into boxes, and say "Oh you can't like this, because you do that other thing," because you can't look past stereotypes.

Honestly shut up until you grow up.

[whatonearthisgoingon]

My classmate was bragging about his perfect 95-100 grades for the whole year, while taking the highest level classes., to a bunch of our classmates, and being an overall dick.

Sir, you are in no sports or extracurriculars. You have a perfect attendance and haven't gotten sick in 3 years. Your one club is diplomacy club, which is where you play a history board game. Our moms are best friends, I know there hasn't been any trips, any big events; nothing.

I've missed 334 classes this year; 55 and a half days of school.

I'm a double athlete that spends 6 hours a week in the dance studio, and 4 hours a week on the cheer mats.

I am in 4 different clubs, all being volunteer based; at least 20 hours a month I spend working with those.

I have endometriosis and can't come into school for the first two days every period, the pain and bleeding is so bad.

I have horrid migraines where every light and sound is a stab to the skull, and have had to leave school early nearly 5 times now, because my biggest trigger is smoke, and people were vaping/smoking in the bathrooms. And you are one of these people!

I have had flu, strep, and mono this year.

I spent half a week at my grandmother's death bed doing school work from her side, because my parents' works wouldn't give them time off.

I was hospitalized for a lung issue, because I couldn't walk 20 feet without collapsing from losing my breath, and spent over a week in the hospital dealing with that.

I have had 5 days, since then, of just follow up appointments across the fucking state, that I had to take all day off to attend. That's 30 classes missed.

And yet, I still have just as good grades than you. But I'm not bragging about it like a fucking dick to our classmates, or berating them for not having as good grades.

Instead I am helping my classmates with their homework after school, while you go smoke in your car.

We are not the same.

Honestly shut the fuck up, before I knock your teeth in.

[whatonearthisgoingon]

Making some breaded fish, and took them out of the oven. When I was using the tongs to pick them up, hit the pan and it burned me on the right pointer finger, on the knuckle. Every bend of the finger fucking hurts; have to hold it super straight. Fuck you pan.