#aarrgh!!

[aupermittymeowmeow]

attacks you

[silverfoxstole]

I used to think that as I got older I'd worry less about what people thought of me, but now here I am, hurtling at high speed towards forty, scared of sending an email to an old colleague asking about possible work because I'm too busy worrying what he'll think when he reads it.

Somehow I seem to have missed the part of my life where I was supposed to become an adult.