hello and happy new year everyone! i haven't been active here in a hot minute, I hope everyone has been doing okay. If you haven't, I pray that good things and better times find you soon. Until then, sending all my love and best wishes to you.
i personally wasn't doing very well, and i know my psychiatrist got sick of seeing me (jk). new things and old laments, it was very hard to balance my life in a new city which I didn't like. neither did I know anyone here, and I had been living with my mom's family, and we don't really get along that well.
massive trigger warning, but I found myself going back to self harm patterns, and it took me a long time to seek help. i couldn't find it in myself to be active here, a place which had always been my safe haven.
nonetheless, I have been trying to raise money and boost gfms to help our brothers and sisters trapped in genocide. I have been trying to do more competitions, so that I can earn and donate. please don't let the current and continuing circumstances dishearten you. we all can help, no matter how little we think we are able to do. may the genocide end, and until then let us take active steps to facilitate it's end.
I will actually start posting now, and reblog campaigns that need attention. thank you and bbbyeeee