#abandonment implied

[suppuration]

BPD folks who’ve had 2+ FPs... have you ever had residual FPs?

like, you and FP have long since parted ways, but you still find yourself reflexively mentally reaching for them

like, not even the most recent one. like FP “rebound” for lack of a better phrase

i keep finding myself reflexively reaching for every single one i can remember having

[dark-suggestions]

I've been used so much, But I don't think I'd mind if I were used by you.

[dark-suggestions]

Fuck you for leaving and never telling me why!!

[dark-suggestions]

There will always be that one song that will take me back to the better times I had with you, and it will reduce me to tears.

[nightwaveplaza]

he's gone. she's gone. they're gone. they're all gone. i'm all alone now. and it's my fault, isn't it.