#abandonmenttraumacansuckit

[nic-because-gay]

Here is

Here is 

where I've fallen for you.

Here is 

me wanting to see more of you.

Here is 

me dreaming of things 

better left unsaid at this time.

Here is 

my chest, 

a waterfall of tremors, 

my emotions washing 

through my core.

Here is 

my eyes squeezed shut 

and my jaw clenched 

and shaky breaths 

as I try to hold myself together 

as you whisper things in my ear...

words that threaten to shatter 

the façade I've hidden behind.  

Here is

feeling the waves of euphoria 

and yearning 

wash over me 

hearing you say 

you would love to introduce me 

as your girlfriend.

Here is

knowing I want that too.

Here is

me struggling to go slow.

Here is

me wanting to uncover the soft 

and deep parts of you.

I may not yet know where there is,

but I do know

I love being

here

with you.