#about berry

[berryshiara]

Fanfic Ask Game

Was tagged by @illusivesoul. Thank you :) I'll tag @shadoedseptmbr @natsora @songofsoma @mass-convergence @pip-n-flinx Only if you feel like doing this, of course.

What is your total posted word count on AO3? - 406460 What an interesting number to be sitting on XD

How often do you write? - Nearly every day. I put down 1 to 3K a day. I allow myself some flexibility because some days I just don't feel it. And like any writer, some days you just get carried away.

Do you have a routine for writing? - No. I put as little constraints on myself as possible because its a weird psychological game. If I have a schedule I feel like now I have to do it, and it takes a bit of my joy away.

What’s your favorite tropes/pairing? - Shiara is like my all time pairing, and my second these days is Randivor. I love them both. I dont think I have a favorite trope. Unless f/f is somehow a trope?

Do you have a favorite fic of yours? - Right now yes. it is my Daughters of War. It is the only fic i have ever written with an actual trope on purpose. I chose to pick it. It is a Enemies to Lovers fic for Eivor Varinsdottir and Randvi (Whom I call Randvi Red-Fox). I really like all my writing but this one I am really proud of. It feels like the culmination of all the things I have learned through writing in the last ten years.

Your fic with the most kudos? - Lol its a writing prompt for the month of April Randivor April 22 sitting at 92 kudos.

Anything you don’t like about your writing? - I am afraid that there is too much soft interwoven into my long modern day eivor fic. But i cant really bring myself to stop doing that. XD *snickers* Besides what a terrible problem to have right? Maybe its a gag problem. A big joke. Still it is something that sometimes makes me stop and think. Other than that i guess not.

Now something you do like? - I really love explaining scenes. Laying out the picture, especially something beautiful. I try to make it as real as possible and actually think have I engaged this sense in the scene yet? And go through all my senses as I am writing so that my reader can stand in it with me.

[elderberryblitz]

‘Me’ Stuff (introduction): --last updated: 7/9/2020--

berry / bliss / ebb 

20 years old

demiguy/transguy (he/him/they/them)

australian, thats why im online at weird times

taken

(partner is aware of blog, it's alright)

open to playing / kinky/lewd interactions (in asks only, please.)

   -please get my permission first to msg with that kind of interaction

im a verse (i like being a sub more, but im still verse)

might start writing some lewd stuff, feel free to send prompts / ideas

   -that being said, i choose what asks i write for, as some things will spark inspiration more than others, yknow? 

not going to be super active. this is a separate account to my main blog. needed to make a separate account because of becoming desensitized to nasties (lewd/kinky) stuff. only logging in when im down to play.

Dont Interact If You’re:

Under 18

Into misgendering/detransition 

A person who uses slurs (not including Queer. I dont count that as a slur because its been reclaimed by the community)

Someone who thinks being trans is just a sex thing/for a kink. Its not.

A Chaser/Terf/Swerf/Transmed/Radfem/Or agree with their ideas. You arent welcome here, and you wont enjoy your stay.

Transphobic/Racist/Ableist/Sexist/Misogynistic/

A Trump Supporter/A Bootlicker/A Dickhead/Against BLM, ect. 

+ If you’re not comfortable with things like CNC (fantasies/writing), monsters/teratophilia, potentially free use and drugs/alcohol play- things like that, its probably best if you dont interact because those things are likely to show up here. If you’re not sure whether something is going to be on the blog or not, feel free to ask first <3 

(this will probably be edited again later, but for now, here you go!)

[determiberry]

hello! I’m a frisk kinnie and I’m still setting this blog up. I use they/them, and Frisk is fine! please be nice, I kin for comfort and it makes me happy!

[berryshiara]

Service worker does not mean subhuman.

Hello, yes Hi person who is yelling at me across the counter... I know you are upset. I am sorry that you are. But please remember... I am human too.

I have feelings...

And while you may forget your anger in the next twenty minutes. Unfortunately I will still remember its sting, and how my best wasn't good enough for you. I try really hard to not take things personally. But I often fail. So if you could please... try to remember that I deserve basic human decency, I would be more grateful than you will ever know.

Please be kind to whom ever is working behind your counter, for what ever reason.

[berryshiara]

Brain Hygiene

Today I posted Chapter 31 in my FTLO Randivor story. Chapter 31... If you asked me if just a few short months ago if I would have a 30 something chapter story under my belt with over 100,000 words I would have laughed.

I dont know yet where this story is going, or even how to end it. That might come out some if you look close enough. But I hope along the way you find something beautiful, and personal. Something that touches your heart, as it has so many times my own.

Maybe its the creator point of view? Maybe im a sap about my personal successes. I dont know. I feel really proud of this story. I joked with one of my BFFs about doing a cliff hanger for the end. But really, jokes aside, im not sure where im going or what im looking for that says THIS IS THE END. Maybe im not suppose to find an end. Maybe I am suppose to write this story until I figure out there doesn't have to be an end. Lately, I am enjoying the journey. Learning some things about myself, and about writing along the way.

To anyone who is out there who feels marginalized by yourself, if no one else. I am here to tell you, you can do this. If you want to. Find your passion. Find your story. Find your cheer squad, and just... let yourself be happy. Be happy you have two really good friends who are the backbone of your motivation with their quirky and playful comments. Be happy that you are telling a story that you feel madly passionate about. Be happy that you are on a beautiful journey, stop and look at the scenery, take in the flowers. Appreciate the cheer squad who isnt reading the story but is totally 1000% got your back!

I think this story is a lot about that. Finding happiness and then allowing ourself to be happy. Allowing myself to be happy.

I keep looking for the end, but lately i look for the flowers along this path i have carved, and feel the joy of sharing the journey with a small group of friends.

Thanks guys~

I just wanted to share.

[berryshiara]

https://picrew.me/image_maker/240997/complete?cd=AG66Sqct07 Thank you @ir0n-angel for tagging me. Going to tag @1esk19, @natsora, @theivorytowercrumbles, @inquartata30, @dr-jekyl, @dr-ladybird, @jt-boi-n7, @forlornmelody, @dollyllama108, @amys2885 Please let me know if you feel i tag you too much. ♥

[berryshiara]

Mass Effect Tag!

Mass Effect Tag!

Tagged by @pip-n-flinx​, & @joking611​ thanks! :)

@1esk19​, @dr-jekyl​, @inquartata30​ @keelime-art @maskydoolovesmasseffect @maskydoo-main if you have done these, please link me i missed it! <3

I am a fan since: I actually don’t remember when my fangirling began. It started a long time ago, but i wasnt able to play for a very long time because i could not play a shooter with a gamepad. My best friend was the one who suggested i try it with keyboard and mouse probably like 3or 4 years ago, and iv never looked back. :)

Favorite game of the series: Its hard for me to say. I have trouble with things like time, and order. Picking out pieces of a greater whole, i love the story. I love the story arcs. All together it was wonderful. Is wonderful.

Mshep or Fshep?: FemShep forever. I’ve never played as mshep. <I didnt change this from Joking haha. Same.

Earthborn, Colonist, or Spacer? I played earthborn so far. But i dont really have a favorite. Just things i havent thought about yet.

Biotics or Tech? I always went as the infiltrator so it meant no biotics. But in multiplayer I love playing biotics. They are awesome.

Paragon or Renegade? Paragon for the most part, but i have a few renegade points in there too. Someties ya just gotta push the button, or shoot the camera hahahaah.

Favorite class: Infiltrators, i like being sneaky.

Favorite companion: Liara -  she has so much growth, i love it.

Least favorite companion: I dont have a least favorite, honestly. I believe they had greater potential that was not used, but thats life. We all have that portential, and as a fanfiction writer and reader of fanfiction you can read some good things out there. Or even write some good things. So its all about perspective.

My squad selection: ME1 is mostly Wrex/Liara. ME2 is Grunt/Mordin. ME3 Liara/James. I get people who usually help where i am weakest. As an infiltraiter i need people who do crowd control and stand in the rain.

Favorite in-game romance: Liara

Favorite NPC: Samantha Traynor - shes super cute. Bray, he gets all the crap but i like him  a lot. Aria - she frightens me and fires me up. haha. I love her pirate persona and her banter. And at the end if  you play it right shes like you truly are a dangerous person shepard. XD

Favorite Antagonist: General Oleg and Cerberus in general. They are a good theme throughout the series. That drive you to investigate, and right wrongs. I like that a lot. On both counts. When you love to hate something then they did a good job making a bad guy.

Favorite loyalty mission: Aria’s mission to Omega was my favorite. That might not count as a loyalty mission but it is what it is. I liked jacks mission too just saying...

Favorite mission: The Citadel DLC ofc. I loved being dropped out of a fish tank into the seedy backstreets of the citadel until liara comes to find me :3

Favorite DLC: The shadow broker, the omega, and the citadel. But honestly I replayed the Omega DLC a billion times, and still do. :)

Control, Synthesis or Destroy: Destroy. Shepard survives! < again joking says it best.

Favorite weapon: In game it was the black widow and or the executioner, in multiplayer its the Cerberus Harrier hands down.

Favorite place: Omega or Thessia I really wish we got to see more of it.

Favourite Quote: "You truly are a dangerous person, Shepard.” Aria “It has a fare meter!” Liara. XD “I am yours.” Liara (ADDED QUESTON) The thing I like the least about the entire franchise: The “fans” who have nothing but bad things to say... shame on you.

[determiberry]

♥️ about me! ♥️

✨ im nonbinary and sapphic! I use they/them

✨ im a minor (15)

✨ my special interests are jellyfish and undertale, and my samefood is pasta!

✨ my favorite color is brown, my current favorite song is Variations on a Cloud, and I love Sylvia Plath poetry :]