#about ego

[disass0ci8ed]

real shit the fun thing about being a system is that one minute you're projecting your religious trauma onto a fictional character drawing

then the next minute, someone is ripping you out of the hyperfocus you've been in because they heard Minecraft music and now they want to play Minecraft

[passtheknowledge]

The reality of the ego

The reality of the ego

Source: osmannuritopbas.com

By: Shaykh Osman Nuri Topbas

Man gives directions to his life depending on the exact nature of the battle taking place in his inner dimension between the animal and lordly souls. When the lordly soul wins the battle, man becomes inclined towards good deeds and morality. But when the animal soul takes the control, man becomes inclined towards all kinds of sin and…

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[hopemushrooms]

I wrote this a few weeks ago

I know I am young and naive but i feel a million years in my bones and I should know other things I should know everything I should already be wise because I can’t stand how ungraceful it is to grow up, how hard it is to make mistakes and learn.

I am angry that I don’t know every truth and that I make mistakes and that I focus on the wrong things and that my ego is big enough for all of this to bother me and to be frightened of wounding it. I want to be more, better than that! I want to overcome my ego! I want to be bigger than my ego! Bigger than my accomplishments, bigger than my mistakes, bigger than my knowledge! I AM MORE, BIGGER, THAN WHAT I DO.

I AM WHAT I LOVE

And I love so much and so far and so wide! I love oceans and enormous mountains and the skin on my back and the empty green valley untouched by man and I want to love as much as possible, as many, as wide and far and large as I can! I want to love every bumblebee, every ant, every spider, every plant, every person, with all my heart and for there to be more place for love and less for fear and hurt and anger.

I want to be overwhelmed with love.