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Send a word meme 'Fury'
He had lost his cool only a few times in his adult life. When he was a child it happened much more frequently. He was often punished for being one of the more feisty children. He picked fights, although he was smaller than many of the others. He questioned authority, although it usually got him beaten. It took years and years of practice and training to discipline himself in order to reign in the temper that he was so well-known for.
As a professional, Garak was known for his uncanny ability to keep calm in any situation and to be able to talk his way out of almost anything. There were very few examples of that failing, and every one of them involved the defense of another person that he loved or cared about, and every one resulted in a horrible experience for him and the person he was defending.
Eventually, when he realized he would never be able to contain this particular brand of fury, he determined that it would be easier not to care about others. Better for both of them. It was too much of a risk.
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TRISTITIA - A time my muse was overcome with needless self-pity.
Garak knew the simplest answer was to simply run away. He knew that he could get on any ship leaving the station and just go. No one checked up on him, and by the time they realized he was gone, he would be too far for them to track down. They likely wouldn't put the effort in to find him anyway.
Regardless, he insisted on staying. Insisted on wallowing in misery as he watched his Cardassian brethren visit the station, negotiating with the Federation, bringing news of Cardassia Prime and then taunting him with it. There was nothing holding him to DS9, not now that the occupation had ended. Nothing except Garak's own insistence and self-pity.
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CHARACTER OUTLINE .
FULL NAME : Elim Garak
TITLE(S) : Former member of the Obsidian Order
NICKNAME(S) : n/a.
╳ FLAWS.
moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny | controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | liar | impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry | greedy | lazy | judgmental | forgetful | impulsive | spiteful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky | absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | childish | callous | clingy | delusional | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cynical | cruel | depressed | deranged | egotistical | envious | insecure | insensitive | lustful | delinquent | guilt complex | reclusive | reckless | nervous | oversensitive
♔ STRENGTHS.
honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave | patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky | intelligent | confident | focused | humble | generous | merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming | cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm | protective | proud | diligent | considerate | compassionate | good sportsmanship | friendly | empathetic | passionate | reliable | resourceful | sensible | sincere | witty | funny
🖌 SKILLS & HOBBIES.
art | acting | astronomy | animals | archery | sports | belly dancing | bird watching | blacksmithing | boating | calligraphy | camping | candle making | casino gambling | ceramics | racing | chess | music | cooking | crochet | weaving | exercise | swordplay | fishing | gardening | ghost hunting | ice skating | magic | engineering | building | inventing | leather-working | martial arts | meditation | origami | parkour | people watching | swimming | puppetry | pyrotechnics | quilting | reading | collecting | shopping | socializing | storytelling | writing | traveling | singing
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character development questions: 2, 3, 29, 42
2) What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like?
Mila Garak was a very strong-willed, very tough woman - like most Cardassian women. She was wise beyond her years, and unlike most other lower-class Cardassians, she had an immense rebellious streak. She disagreed with the relationships between upper and lower class citizens, never showed proper respect to those that demanded it, and had an inherent hatred of military men which she made abundantly clear whenever any of them came around her. She thought they were bullies that used their political power to get whatever they wanted - and she refused to give it to them. She was loud and outspoken, but Elim was her life. She cared deeply about him, and even gave up any of her personal dreams in order to keep him safe. She was a caring mother, and Elim had a good relationship with her despite having trouble following directions and often getting into trouble. He trusted Mila, and was attached to her until he was forced to begin school. Being told to ostracize her was one of the most difficult things he had to do in his life, and he often snuck back to see her anyway.
3) What is/was your character’s relationship with their father like?
If asked about their relationship, both Elim Garak and Enabran Tain would tell you that Tain was a mentor to Garak in a work setting. In reality, Garak had grown up believing Tain was his mother's employer, and his the relationship had been abusive from the start. Tain treated him like the bastard child that he was, often using him for his own gain, but not wanting to take part in any of the parenting duties that he was all too happy to leave to Mila and Tolan. Garak realized in young adulthood what Tain was, and his conditioning from childhood meant he continued desperately searching for approval his entire life. He never got it. He truly feared Tain. That was it.
29) What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true?
Garak always thought he would follow in Tolan's footsteps and work with gardening. In a way, he did get to pursue this goal when working on Romulus...but only long enough to assassinate the Romulan Proconsul Merrok.
42) Has your character ever had a parental figure who was not related to them?
Garak was never close to anyone outside of his familiy - he was ordered to separate himself from all relationships when he began working for the Obsidian Order. The closest contender would be Tolan. Tolan Garak was technically his uncle, but he is still the only person Garak refers to as his father. The man was hard-working, kind, and always cared for Elim and put him first. He truly saw Elim as a son, and he taught him many things.
Character Development Questions: Hard Mode
4, 11, 18, 41
4) Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know?
Garak saw a lot of things he wishes he hadn't seen. Unfortunately, the path he led resulted in his finding out about the secrets of corrupt government and societal brainwashing at a relatively early point in his life. It was around the time he was pulled from Bamarren that he realized the notion of 'dying for one's people' was something those in power convinced the disposable lower class. It was seeing that his time spent in school meant nothing. And when Tain pulled him into his office and undid everything he knew about his home planet, Elim's entire mentality changed. He has never shared this with anyone, nor does it matter. In the end, even though he knew what they were doing - what all people in power inevitably do - he still allowed himself to be a part of it.
11) In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been?
People think Garak is difficult to scare. In reality, he's just very practiced at hiding his emotions. So practiced that he sometimes has trouble allowing himself to feel them. Through all the experiences he's had, however, the most afraid was probably the first time he was ever locked in a closet by Tain. Although Elim didn't know Tain was his father, Mila allowed Tain to reprimand and punish Elim as he saw fit. This often resulted in him being locked in small places and made to miss meals. The first time it happened, Elim screamed himself hoarse and suffered a panic attack. He sincerely thought he had been left to die. He was seven.
18) Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others?
Wisdom. He knows far too many politicians who thrive on ambition and lack any wisdom. These were the easiest to take down.
41) Does your character feel that they deserve to have what they want, whether it be material or abstract, or do they feel they must earn it first?
Garak will never feel he deserves anything good that he has. He will say one need to earn these things and prove that they can keep them...but that bar is set impossibly high for him.
Character Development Questions: Hard Mode
What brand of stupid are you?
mad scientist stupid
You might be a genius in one area but you fail hard in other things. You try to apply your knowledge of one thing to something you aren't great at to varying results. You are reckless and do whatever it takes in pursuit of your goal (this usually involves something exploding). You were doing quantum physics this morning but charred your grilled cheese for dinner. Your social skills probably aren't the best but you're "that person that knows a lot about the thing" so that's something to be proud of
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BATTLE STATS
GENERAL
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — strength
★ ★ ★ ★ ★☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — offense
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — defense
★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — speed
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — durability
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ — accuracy
★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — agility
★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — stamina
★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — teamwork
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ — stealth
SPECIFICS
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ — close combat
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ — bladed weapons ( swords, daggers )
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — blunt weapons ( clubs, staffs, axes )
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ — ranged weapons ( archery, guns )
☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — superpowers / abilities ( magic )
★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ — traps / setups
★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — medic
LASTING INJURIES : none
COMBAT SCARS : various scars over his body from previous fights
FIGHT STYLE
( bold any that apply. italicize any that sort of apply )
commander / duelist / honourable / dishonourable / would have others do their fighting / stealthy / long-ranged / mid-ranged / melee / technological / sorcery / superhuman abilities / has fought in a tourney / a lover of fighting / a hater of fighting / cowardly / reckless / strategic / uses underhanded tricks / renowned for their skill / trained / untrained / keeps skills a secret / won a battle / lost a battle / ruthless / merciful
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