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MY FRIEND HAS SET ME UP FOR A PART TIME JOB KNOWING DAMN WELL I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I WOULD TRAVEL THERE THEN BACK HOME ARGDHDBD

if said friend sees this hi i have no ill intentions

#es talks #ABOUT PAIN #i do not know how to take buses im not even kidding #i dont even vaguely remember how to go home because i just moved into a new house…

H.L. Hix, By the way, about pain, a question.

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Pain is temporary. Quitting lasts forever.

Lance Armstrong

I don't normally post personal stuff. This blog is focused on the media I am currently watching and my latest ship. When I think about it, it's actually pretty much personal. Because that's something that is mine, that's something I am interested in and passionate about.

Right now, however, I just need to get something off my chest. And it's not Sen Çal Kapımı or Edser-related. It's me-related.

I always felt awfully inadequate about my pain. As if my pain wasn't really painful. And my grief wasn't grief at all. Because there were people who had suffered and lost far more than I had. And all my traumas weren't really traumas. Just look around - how life ran over these, how it left those with nothing.

But then at some point I just stopped. Stopped caring about the initial causes, stopped comparing whose reasons were worse, whose experiences had been more brutal. Because pain is pain. Traumas are traumas. They are mine. I got what I got. And if what I have been and lived through isn't as horrible as what someone else has been through, it doesn't mean my experiences didn't devastate me, like war, or that they didn't bury me alive and made me claw my way out. Because they did. I had to pull myself from the pit of despair and loneliness and such unbearable... nothingness. So I just want whoever reads this (if anyone reads this) to know: if you have ever felt like that too, you're not alone. And I hope this helps and makes everything a little bit easier, a little more bearable.

#personal #just a quick post #about pain #and how we're allowed to feel what we feel #our pain and trauma matter #our feelings matter

You know that feeling of... when you’ve been in pain for so long you’ve gotten used to it, and then one day, out of the blue, you realize it’s gone? And then, instead of feeling relief, all you feel is worry because instead of enjoying your pain-free life, you’re consumed by the fear of the pain returning?

...anyone else get like that?

#personal #about pain #physical in my case but #either way i think the thought is the same