Feeling bad as always. God, looks like it's never will ended.
Feel bad both physically and emotionally.
Can't even describe and explained that.
Only one thing gives me hope. I'm finally desided, that I will go to Korea. Only one thing is left - money! Hahaha. I'm saving now. Hope few months and I can go!
I know one cool website - workaway.info and there is a lot of volunteer opportunities for foreign people. I know people who tried this in Korea and everything was fine. Want to try too.
I work now as social media manager, but not lots of money in Russia (especially if you live not in Moscow). If you live in Europe, USA or another quite wealth country you will be shocked that average salary in Russia is ~300-500$ 🙄😔 We are huge country, with huge natural resources, gas and oil. But what's corruption made with our economics.
I hope one day we will change that, a lot of Russians are talented and smart people, very active.
So, about volunteering, it's good that almost all companies there provide accommodation! Usually you need to work 3-5 hours per day, and weekend is on your own. Aw, so excited to try this.
Actually, sometime before I had client that I worked with (as social media manager) and he was about give me internship in his company in Korea. But..I don't know that happened. Just everything goes wrong and no this opportunity now. Then you feel already desperate it's quite hard to accept news like this. Because I was thinking it will helps me a lot, but now I thinking, that if nothing will actually help?
Feel tired everyday. 😔 and it's so hard to talk about this, dont want to upset anyone.
And it's already one month of winter in my city... everything white, grey and black.