Niall Kennedy KNOWS Ruben Pallister more than any other person in his life and yet he still went into that barn, watched Ruben barricade them in, and prepare for violence. He knows what he’s done to the most important person in his life won’t be forgiven. He knows what Ruben is capable of when he feels wronged, and still goes with him. And because this is Ruben, his life force, he’s honest - It’s The Only Thing I’ve Ever Felt. Because if he is going to die, which he knows is a possibility, he’s not going to leave that unsaid.
















