#absolute hell world

[missinggirls]

I'm so fucking sick of the never give up attitude.

Let me give up.

Let other people give up.

ITS NOT UP TO YOU!

[missinggirls]

if it truly doesn't matter - why have it at all?

[missinggirls]

funny how people who are sex repulsed seem to be wound very tightly.

[missinggirls]

imagine being homeless and still not needing a faith to cling to.

[missinggirls]

saw someone say their aro/ace awakening was when they kissed a girl and found it disgusting.

its absolutely wild that these people are allowed to be disgusted by others behavior but no one is allowed to be disgusted with them for being this way.

[missinggirls]

I think a lot of people look at me and my interests and go "oh that's really unique."

And that's where it ends. Cause no one knows what to do with unique.

[missinggirls]

Kink really has become a term to just slap on offensive things to call it good.

Kink just magically makes offensive things okay because its being done privately in a bedroom.

Except - its not private if everyone has to hear about it. If I constantly see people talking about what they're doing in bedrooms - THAT IS NOT PRIVATE.

Its now something that everyone has to hear about and deal with for some fucking reason.

Oh that's right. I know the reason. Its an excuse to be offensive.

[missinggirls]

I can not express enough how exhausting it is to live knowing that I was born of two complete monsters.

but everyone tries to not be like their parents.

it is important to survival that I do not become like them. it is important to the safety of others that I do not become like them.

and yet, I have to be living proof that humans can in fact, be monsters.