#abt knauer

[v3na-am0r1s]

he may not have a physical form outside of headspace but I am CERTAIN that if I keep cumming in his gay ass I can get him pregnant .

[v3na-am0r1s]

can we hear more abt knauer...

OF COURSE YOU CAN ANON!!! 💖💖💖 If I don't answer your question, you can ask more specifics! I really like to talk about my loves and headmates. :]

I AM ABOUT TO BECOME AN UNSKIPPABLE CUTSCENE . FOR THE RECORD...!

So, ofc the basics first: Knauer is one of my headmates, and he's a fictive from Demian (1919) and a noncanon fictive from Project Moon's universe, The City. He's also one of my boyfriends! We draw, so here are some blog-apropriate doodles of him:

Other important context is that I'm fictionkin, specifically a certain vampire. That's where my name (Aya) comes from, actually—And why I refer to myself as yours truly at times (though that also comes naturally. Heheh.) But you could probably guess I'm into blood and guro stuff given I've named my blog after a vein in the body.

So, basically, following Knauer's canon in the book, when he first got here he felt a lot of shame around sex, especially less vanilla (and less than straight) things he enjoyed. However, that was mitigated a lot with cnc! Making it so he doesn't have to feel the shame of want and desire, while also making sure he's getting just as beaten up and demeaned and all gored up in headspace as he wants! And then being taken care of afterwards made him feel really cared about. :) So we ended up getting closer and indulging in each others' interests, and now we're practically inseparable even if he's quiet outwardly.

It's kind of funny, he actually showed up because I (begrudgingly) thought his book counterpart was cute and could be fixed with gay sex, and then jacked off about it and our brain just kind of put him in front of me. An adorable meal. So he's always kind of been my live-in cnc eroguro sex toy who I love dearly. +++ He is really alluring all covered in blood. I love biting and mauling him... 💕

He's a sweet guy, and very cozy to be around. I originally started calling him my silverfish/silverfishie as a sort of demeaning term for sex because being compared to a pest bug that a lot of people found gross made him squirm, but it kind of evolved into something way, way more affectionate, too, so it's kind of just a normal pet name now between us. I guess it's because I find bugs so cute???

He and Yui are also very fond of each other, and I'm not entirely sure where their relationship lies past mutual crushing? So it's me, my wife, and my boyfriend we both really like

Additional himb feat. My sona and Yui's sona (the polycule!!)

[v3na-am0r1s]

Sighs dreamily. I should yuipost and knauerpost again more. Nibbling them so lovingly 💕

[v3na-am0r1s]

I need to eat him but we're in the same goddamn body +

[v3na-am0r1s]

Giggling thinking about how Knauer ended up in our system because I was too horny/thought too hard about him the day before and his post-nut clarity concern was not "holy shit mauled sexual style by a vampire" or "what the hell is going on why am I in the body of a random trans american guy in 2024 instead of The City or 1919 Germany" but the most frantic "does this make me gay" buddy you had so many bigger things to be worried about and also yes it does

[v3na-am0r1s]

Silverfishy so cute... Even though he's been here a while now, he's still full of desires and probably has one of the highest sex drives and of anyone in the system and he craves a lot of affection so he's always hanging around me like a clingy pet it's cute +

[v3na-am0r1s]

me being totally normal when my headmate says something that makes me go (⊙_⁠⊙) and wanna pounce on him . He acts so innocent but I swear he knows what he's doing it was like a sleeper agent with a trigger phrase oh my gof