Vein Directly to The Heart

(icon: Fushigi na Mushikan Rougoku no Alice / banner: Chikan Gokko Pink Blue) Aya / 24 / Guro, Noncon/CNC, Tentacles, Monsters, Eggs etc. Weirdo mode basically. / It/Its or He/Him My partners have NSFW blogs so I made one too. :) Will do my best to tag everything appropriately! WOTSW system, even though I'm 1 headmate I'm also median so tags/kinks often reflect that.

[v3na-am0r1s]

So I have this headmate who used to be a kintype of mine and this other headmate who I think used to be our host and both of them are incredibly cute in a molestable way. I need to see these boys get fucked and upset that their bodies are betraying them for pleasure. It's a terminal ailment

[princesa-my-love]

Every princess needs a shota attendant in tiny shorts and a tight button-up shirt

[v3na-am0r1s]

every time I get sick to my stomach I am reminded of two things:

My emetophilia

My emetophobia

You may think these are two very contradictory things that cannot happen at once. However, I have a heavy fear of contamination/bad with that general texture + had a traumatic vomiting experience once but I'm also deeply attracted to the epitome of vulnerability and potentially fear in cute people

[pokeballvictimized]

parasites are a kind of lover that helps you carry many many babies

[fagguro]

we always talk abt the cute boy who throws up after sex and its a classic for a reason ofc but what about the cute boy who throws up BEFORE sex. all shaky and dizzy and gross while you dick him down and he’s still got some spit and vomit slicking his chin and ths puddle is drying next to his head and he wants to be sick again but there’s nothing left inside

[v3na-am0r1s]

had a dream abt an ero manga that doesn't exist but had like... All my fetishes. Guess I have to make it

[v3na-am0r1s]

pluralpedia teaching me helpful words and realizing my headmates do have roles they're just hyperspecific enough that the general broader terms don't feel as applicable +

[syscest]

Dunno if this happens to any other systems but sometimes our headmates will have us accidentally introjecting whoever they're fantasizing about in headspace so after jacking off we have to scramble to give them the "welcome to the system congrats on the sex I guess" talk. It's never not funny. To me, at least.

you got like, reverse aphantasia or something anon. imagination so vivid it makes them real

[v3na-am0r1s]

giggling bc we follow someone who posts puppyplay a lot and it leaves 📘 yearning so hard

[preyingforsnuff]

I'm not just a monsterfucker I also love them romantically

[v3na-am0r1s]

It's kind of funny how I didn't know the names of like. A lot of sex positions until I looked them up for writing and learned with the heaviest heart that the Designated Boring One (missionary) is actually one of my favorites for the fact that it lets you look your partner in the face and see their expressions

[gyrovagi]

care and tenderness as violating and coercive acts. being forced into vulnerability for your own good by someone who does not actually see you as a person but as a symbol or a figure too valuable to let die. you have power over so much but not your own body. you have lost the right to risk. everybody cheered

[trans-lykanthropie]

noooo I'm not some creature uncannily occupying a human husk to blend in to your honestly pretty fucked up society, why would you even think that frrrrrriend

[bedazzlecunt]

but like, do you REALLY wanna orgasm? you feel soooo good right now, on the edge, desperate, pliant, willing to do anything. wouldn't it be sooo sad to lose that good feeling all for a fleeting moment of pleasure? that's right, it'd be sad! and we don't want you to be sad, do we? so we just have to keep edging you <3

[misscaptor]

it's not a person. it sleeps in a cage. it wears a collar with a bell and a shiny tag with my phone number on the back. I gave it its name and I give it its food and water. If it talks it's because I let it. If it stands it's because I commanded it to. If it smiles or talks to you like a person that's because I let it pretend. It likes to pretend, it's a skilled mimic, but don't forget, it's not a person.

I know it looks like a person. If it was a person it would be a very pretty person, too, wouldn't it? And the way it talks, the way it behaves, it seems like it would be a smart, charismatic, capable person. Its hard to remember sometimes that its all fake. It's pretending. It is just a pet.

Morally, what I do to it would be wrong to do to a person, so I'm lucky its not. I have total control over its life. It has scars on its body from when I got too overzealous with my knife. It has tattoos it didn't want. It has piercings it didn't ask for. Its locked into its collar and cuffs, they're not accessories. That would erode the dignity of a person. It seems perfectly happy. It seems perfectly fine, doesn't it?

So when you say I'm keeping a person against 'their' will it's not entirely accurate. It's not a person, and as far as I can tell, it never has been. Its will doesn't really matter, because it's my pet. My will is what matters, and I want to keep it forever and ever.

[girlsadist]

Computer show me men in agonizing pain crying and writhing on the ground with very obvious hard ons

[v3na-am0r1s]

another post about 🎡 but it's kind of cute how he imagines himself to be suave like buddy. Taverngoers back in the day let you hit because you were respectful, drove out evildoers, and said shit like "goodness me :0" and were devastatingly pretty. Flirting isn't your heart even if you have the technical knowledge. It's all about your gap moe and the fact you're a manic pixie dream boy +