'hey what if this victim of abuse... actually turned EVIL and their abuser had to SAVE them from themselves' like can anyone in this fandom fucking critically think for .2 seconds and see how this is an issue
camille’s mother left when her and her brother were very young, and her father was incredibly abusive. he used to abuse their mother, and once she was gone, he started to abuse his children even more. since camille was a female and looked like her mother, reminding him of her mother, camille got the worst of the abuse until eventually her younger brother started stepping in to protect his sister which would make their father mad and make him focus his abuse on him.
camille and her brother had been making plans to get out of germany pretty much their entire teenage years, they seemed like pipe dreams, but they both knew they had to get out and get away.
when camille was 17, she met an italian man from america who was backpacking with some friends and had stopped in germany to see the country. the man took a liking to her, because she was beautiful, young and blonde, and once the man went back to america they kept in touch. they continued talking for about six months until the man started suggesting that maybe camille could come to america to live with him once she turned 18.
the man was a son of one of the men who was at the head of the mob in new york, and he was getting to the age where everyone expected him to get married. he wanted a wife who would let him do whatever he wanted, whether it was sleeping around or whatever else, and someone who wouldn’t rat him out for the criminal things he was doing. camille wanted a man she could marry for a green card and in turn she’d do pretty much anything the man wanted -- in this case keeping her mouth shut about what he was involved in. it was the perfect arrangement.
when camille turned 18. the man bought her a plane ticket to america and camille came home one day and told her father that she was moving out. this made her dad freak out, he started to beat her up, which made her brother step in. her brother ended up hitting him in the head and killing him, and she helped him cover it up.
her and her brother decided that she’d go to america and do whatever she needed to to either make or steal as much money as she could to get her brother to america too, or maybe even ask her husband and his family if they’d help her get her brother there once she got to know them and trust them. they decided if it was best that they didn’t tell anyone they might meet in the future that they were related.
camille went to america and they started planning a wedding. about a month and a half into the wedding planning, her fiance’s father, who camille had become incredibly close to found out that her fiance was betraying his family and the mob. he was sleeping with the daughter of some rivals and giving her information to tell her father about what his dad and the mob were up to.
her fiance’s father wanted to keep camille in his life, but needed to get rid of his son. he made a deal with camille, he’d keep her in america and help her get a green card, but instead of her being his daughter in law, he’d tell everyone that she was his estranged daughter who grew up in germany and had just come to america to get to know her father. in return for him helping camille like this, she’d help him too, she’d work for him, doing whatever he needed her to, posing as whoever he needed her to to get information, or whatever came up. camille agreed.
the first thing the man needed her to do was to kill her fiance, he’d help her cover it up, but he needed to get rid of him, and he needed camille to prove that she’d do whatever he wanted her to. camille killed the man, and his father covered it up.
now that camille had proven herself, she changed her name from what it previously was, rosanna konig, to camille rosanna arrington, and the man started to tell everyone that he was her daughter. camille posed as his daughter, and as time went on, it really did seem like he was her father. he took care of her, gave her somewhere to live in a beautiful penthouse of an apartment building that he owned, he sent her on vacation all the time, sending her to hotels or apartments he owned in other cities, made sure she always had nice clothing to wear, and supported her as she tried to get her career started, even pulling some strings to get her jobs.
camille had built up a pretty solid career for herself in the next four years, she was becoming pretty well known on social media, was modelling three days a week, and was doing small tv appearances every once in awhile. she got offered a job in new zealand as one of the main roles in a television show called the gold coast and decided to go and live there for awhile while she was working on the show.
after filming a few seasons, camille moved back to america, deciding she’d go back to new zealand whenever she needed to film now that she had gotten used to filming and the new place. this time, she decided to move to los angeles. her “father” had a few hotels and apartment buildings there, and having camille there for when he had work to do that she could just do for him was a benefit, he let her move into the penthouse suite of one of the buildings he owned, and camille got used to living in california.
soon, the man asked her to pose as a stripper at a club in la to try and get close to the owner of the club who he thought might be running a drug business out of the back of the club. camille got a job as a stripper, learning how to dance and trying her best to get close to the owner which wasn’t hard, he loved camille’s attention and took an almost instant liking to her.
camille and the owner of the club started spending time together, sleeping together, going out together, and he fell in love with her pretty quickly as men often did. it was strictly business to camille though and she didn’t have any real feelings for the man. she was finding out all sorts of information because he trusted her and loved her and told her all about what he was doing. after about 6 months of them seeing each other, he found out camille was sleeping with someone who worked for him in his gang, and he lost it. he started watching camille’s every mood, stalking her, he was obsessed, and whenever he saw camille doing something he didn’t like, he’d hurt her.
about 2 years after camille started working at the club, camille found out she was pregnant. she wasn’t sure if it was the owner of the clubs baby, or if it was the other man who she was seeings. but either way, she needed to get out of los angeles so that the man couldn’t hurt her while she was pregnant. so she fled california to protect the baby, moving back to new york where she knew she had the protection of her “father” and his family.
hey yall. im an abuse survivor and whenever people scream or make me feel vulnerable i get really anxious, and at those times i feel like my gender just leaves my body? i feel like i disconnect from it entirely, because i think deep down im just tryign to escape the roles my abuser tried to impose on me, one of them being my assigned gender. so is it okay if i kinda relate to my agab but also identify outside of it bc of trauma? or is there a specific name for that? thank you very much
trauatgender:
a gender that varies; it can change a lot, it could be unknown, it could just be there, it could be nonexistant, etc. whatever it is, it was based from intense trauma. should only be used by those who have experienced or are going through what they consider intense trauma
-emma
ps, also yes thats totally fine and valid and makes sense
I have to go away tomorrow. He keeps texting me and telling me soon, soon, but I dont want to go away. I dont want to be locked away. I dont want the drugs or the hitting or any of it. I tried to keep myself busy today so that ill stop crying but the people i was talking to yesterday dont want to talk to me today. I hope i dont die.
