#abyss.yaps

[abyss1o1]

The difference between this and last season is sooo interesting to me.

Because last season, the team everyone was teaming against was actively causing harm to the players. Like they were blowing up builds, killing innocent people and all of that.

But this time? In the bigger picture, Bing has actually done more good than harm (apart from them constantly harassing daycare). Like they’ve been one of the only people building at Spawn, they’ve handed out end item to other teams FOR FREE and will most likely continue to do so.

[abyss1o1]

I feel like a lot of people don’t know tr!zam the way they think they do bc the mischaracterization I’m seeing everywhere is really funny. Which, it’s completely fair because not every realm viewer is a lifesteal viewer so the similarities between ls!zam and tr!zam are not seen or obvious.

I’ve seen a lot of people saying how zam’s core issue with ace is ace’s morals. While that may play a little bit of a role in it—that’s where it ends. A little bit. To me, zam’s main issue was the fact that ace kept doing things that didn’t match what he was saying (which is ironic considering zam was doing that during the “breakup” convo. But I think that’s just because zam has always sucked at communication). For example, how ace said that people on yellow didn’t care about him and then he was rude towards another yellow member in a call. And then how that hurts people close to Zam. Going back to that Zam sucks at communication thing, the fact that Zam even tried to express this to pili at all is a big step for him and points a little at how he’s from a future lifesteal season—which is interesting in itself.

Then we have the whole Ace’s “only” attachment being Zam thing. After seeing Ace basically threaten people (like with lukey at the sleepover) and then stop (begrudgingly) when Zam asked probably made him feel like an anchor. And that’s never gone well with Zam (also because of lifesteal).

[abyss1o1]

Woogie is like actually shocking me right now because wdym he might use his iou on Zam for mane and flame on the team?? Wdym his ultimatum is banning himself if she doesn’t agree when he knows damn well her goal is to not let anyone be banned???

[abyss1o1]

Something that just keeps resurfacing in my mind is that like five minutes before Flame and Wemmbu blew up spawn for the first time, Zam said “I was willing to be killed if it makes Flame happy”. And it’s just like wowwww. Flame genuinely just has NO idea how highly Zam thought of him at the beginning of the season.

[abyss1o1]

Genuinely how am I supposed to be normal about solarflare. How can they have a fight that can last for hours and then speak words of affirmation to each other.

[abyss1o1]

I get where ls!Kaboodle is coming from, but it’s also like…you are expecting a LOT from ls!Zam. Which I also get, because it feels like an in-the-moment kind of feeling that she yearns for someone like Clown again. But you can’t just say that you aren’t expecting much from him and then the next words that leave your mouth is something that is expecting too much from him. She probably doesn’t get it in the moment because she did just lose someone she valued heavily, but I hope she does see it soon. I think it would’ve been best to leave sooner, but they definitely shouldn’t have stayed for any longer than when Zam did leave.

[abyss1o1]

Ofudhhhg uu!Pangi and uu!Zam broooooo they’re so disgustingly loyal to one another.

Like despite everything Pangi is still there for Zam. Still watching his things, still guarding for him, still WITH him even with the fact that power got to Zam’s head.

And then Zam going back to free Pangi from the Nether chunkban after everything, telling Pangi he wants to be alone and yet still telling Pangi where his new house is.

[abyss1o1]

Denny signing it is so cool!!! it looked like you were pretty close to the stage, did you get to chat w any of them or was it really quick?? also i saw some weird outdoor area in some people's vids (like a cage for them?? probably just the Orlando venue but still cool) -branchnation

I was pretty close yes! It was how I was able to get anything signed at all. There were way too many people who rushed up, so I don’t think anybody got any quick chats. BUT!! I did have a bit of a “chat” I guess (I don’t want to call it a moment bc that sounds romantic LMFAO). He wrote me a little message in my book and put a hand over his heart toward me. We made eye contact and stuff. It was like a silent chat type deal.